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Sat, Apr. 4th, 2009, 07:05 am

Your result for the Which Starship Captain Are You? test...


Is there a "John Luck... Pickard" here?

Sat, Mar. 28th, 2009, 11:57 pm

seriously, these chix r hawwt






Tue, Mar. 10th, 2009, 04:47 pm
god I hate computers

ACCEPT_KEYWORDS="~amd64"

Thu, Nov. 6th, 2008, 11:03 pm

ただ執拗に飾り立てる
I just fix it up relentlessly.

切り落とされると知りながら
Though I know it will be chopped off (someday)

ただ執拗に磨き上げる
I just wash it* relentlessly. (*make it shine)

切り落とされると知りながら
Though I know it will be chopped off (someday)

恐ろしいのだ恐ろしいのだ
But it frightens me. Oh how it frightens me.

切り落とされるその時が
Because when it is chopped off…

切り落とされたその髪は
That chopped-off hair

死んだあなたに似てしまう
Will resemble the dead you.

髪も爪も みな宝物のように
Why is it that even though I/we/you fix up my hair and nails beautifully...

美しく飾り立てるのに
...as though they were treasures...

なぜ自らの体から切り離されただけで
...just by cutting them away from me/us/you...

汚く不気味なものとなってしまうのだろう
...they become something dirty and disgusting?

答えは簡単
The answer is simple

それらは全て
They are all...

自らの死した姿に ほかならないからだ
...nothing less than the figure of my/our/your own death.

Sat, Sep. 27th, 2008, 12:52 pm

Lottery daily totals for weird ass customers

Not going to hold to any specific format or I'd just not do this. Would like to see totals people spend in a recession based economy

My disclaimer; All information in here is ficticious, so fuck off. read it or don't, it means nothing.

9/27/2008 (Saturday)
Tatoo'd BL; 33$ (this is much higher than her typical 20$ she also has multiple kids, I don't get it? Poor husband..)
Pawl (worthy mention); None from me today +++
Larry; ? Didn't see
Soozee; ? Didn't see/hear from
Leenda; Haven't seen her in a while
Schoolguy; 10$ I think, and he left his slip here.
Grunty McGruntels; ?
Mr. PBR; 32$ for both midday and evening (typical, though for a long time he quit, bet it was the girlfriend that made him stop.)
Old F5 lady spent her usual 6$, paid with a ten and a one. Didn't give me 6$ worth of winners to cash, yay. I hate her so much.
Rofreguz; 29$ Credit

total; 163$s, 8ic -64$

-------------> NEXT!

Mr. PBR; 24$ down 8 from yesterday
Mr Schoolguy was down 2 from yesterday; 8$
Old F5 Lady spent her usual 6, and then after giving me the money had me cash 15$ worth of tickets for her. She's such a goddamn pain in the ass.
Soozee is across the street at the gas station now; Hopefully she won't come in here.

Draw break, that's a wrap. 63$s, 1can, 6c -17$, 1$ic

--->fuck

Idiot p man and Idiot tatoo'd both upped the ante today to 24 and 25$ per drawing respectively.

to put in perspective, if they did this every day for a year
that's 17,520$ for stupid dude and 18,250$ for stupid lady per year. What chodes.

Just for one day they're both spending as much as a fine dinner out. This is wayy fucking retarded.

Thu, Sep. 4th, 2008, 01:53 pm
obligatory

I made it yesterday.


Thu, Sep. 4th, 2008, 11:48 am
Govenor Sarah Palin

We all know I can be venomous and a bitch, and watching Sarah Palin's speech last night I also realized that she could do the same, but something struck me as really odd about the way the portrayed herself.

We all know that babies are cute, we all know they garner attention, and we all like to show off our kids (if and when we have them) but I found something significantly wrong with taking an infant of less than a year old to the republican national convention so it could be forced to sit there among the roar of 40+ year old republicans clapping, cheering, whistling at every break in Sarah reading from the teleprompter. From what I know, that shit must've been loud, REAL LOUD. I mean, you could barely hear Sarah over the PA system when they got going inbetween sentences. That has to be some serious noise, at least somewhere close to a concert venue.

Now think about this, the baby is less than a year old, sitting in this convention hall to look pretty for his Momma's campaign, anyone else notice the vacant stare on the kid's face? Granted it does have down syndrome but it seemed literally shocked by all the noise around him.

I did some reading about hearing loss, related to kids, and here's what the article located at http://www.entnet.org/HealthInformation/Noise-Induced-Hearing-Loss-in-Children.cfm

Parents should be aware that various medical studies have found sound levels at rock concerts often to be significantly higher than 85 dBA, with some reports suggesting that sound intensity may reach 90 dBA to as high as 122 dBA.

To experience 85 dBA, listen to an electric shaver or a busy urban street. Experts agree that continued exposure to noise above 85 dBA over time will cause hearing loss. Clearly, if levels are maintained at values greater than 85 dBA for long periods of time, this may lead to a significant noise exposure and frequent concertgoers may experience some potentially irreversible hearing loss from this experience.

A research study, “Incidence of Spontaneous Hearing Threshold Shifts during Modern Concert Performances,” from the University of Minnesota Medical Center in Minneapolis examined sound intensity throughout a well-known concert venue and the effectiveness of earplugs.

The findings, presented at the 2005 annual meeting stated that sound pressure levels appeared equally hazardous in all parts of the concert hall, regardless of the type of music played. Accordingly, you should use earplugs at every type of musical concert, regardless of your vicinity to the stage.

A good rule of thumb: When a child accompanies a parent to any activity or location with excessive noise, ear protection should be worn by the entire family.

--------------------

So why bring the baby to a giant venue like that and expose it to enormous amounts of noise for however long? Why not leave the baby at home?

I assume it's because she's using the baby (and she did use it's handicap to her advantage) to garner more popularity at her family's expense. Partway through the speech her husband handed the child over to who I assume is a seven year old child. I don't know about you, but I don't remember any responsible adult letting a seven year old child for any period of time, especially while not being supervised. You may also have noticed the seven year old licking her hand and wiping it on the baby's head, though cute, such a young human does not always have a great immune system... Also, what about soft spots? When I was older and held babies it was strictly put forth not to touch any baby's head because of the soft spot.

It also reminds me of a former ex girlfriend whose mother used her to take care of her kid because she was too irresponsible to just too "busy" with her own life to do it herself. I find that bullshit. I would expect the husband hold the baby the entire time if they saw it fit to bring it with them for whatever purpose they did. It's just not right to pass off your parental responsibilities off on your children no matter who you are.

So, Sarah Palin doesn't mind lying when it comes to her former positions on pet projects, doesn't mind covering things up like her daughter's pregnancy, until they could get media exposure from it at a time convenient to them. Doesn't mind endangering her infant's hearing (but it's got down syndrome, not like hearing will help it anyways right!?! wtf?) She also doesn't mind the failures of the "abstinence only" education she supports, which isn't really education at all. As evidenced by her seventeen year old daughter's pregnany.

And if you get raped? tough shit, as far as she's concerned you're keeping that baby. Probably assumes you just shouldn't have put yourself in the position to get raped to begin with.

but what do you expect from a runner up beauty queen from Alaska? Population, less than Detroit, Michigan. Maybe in 2016 we'll see Kwame Kilpatrick running on a ticket as VP, sadly enough, I'd be more willing to vote for him (even with as much as I hate him) than this self absorbed, lying, conniving, cunt.

I feel for ya Piper, Willow, Bristol, Trig, Trac, and I'm sure my ex girlfriend can relate as well.. On a final note, what's up with the names? A friend of mine noted they were witch names. Where'd she come up with those? Her evangelical side?

Fri, Jul. 18th, 2008, 02:50 pm

Today I learned the hard way what exactly a Gloam was.

Sat, Apr. 19th, 2008, 08:20 pm

I try to escape before my shadow is fully cast.
Flying away, not bothering to notice my wings have fallen off.
A sweet scent from far, far away drifts across the street corner.
And I hear a familiar voice crying out.
How much father can we make it, with only the night wind's fleeting hopes to carry us?
The world trembles like it wants to stop us,
Taking everything away
I'm not dreaming any more,
And we haven't done anything yet, but still we'll keep going!

Senaka no kage ga nobikiru sono aima ni nigeru
Hagare ochita hane ni mo kizukazu ni tobu
Machikado amai nioi ryuusenn touku mukou kara
Dokoka de kita you na nakigoe
Yokaze ga hakobu awai kibou wo nosete
Dokomade yukeru ka
Sore wo kobamuyou ni sekai wa yurete
Subete wo ubaisaru
Yume nara sameta
Dakedo bokura wa mada nanimo shiteinai susumu

Asian Kung-Fu Generation, After dark

Thu, Dec. 20th, 2007, 07:08 pm

North Face Force,
is recruiting for the Fall/Winter (December 2007) season.
If you're into team oriented PVP with a family atmoshpere; keep reading!




North Face Force is looking for active players;

We are a small and efficient PVP corp with organized PvP and good
leadership. Unfortunately; We are not looking for weekend warriors, but
we understand if you are sometimes busy in real life.
We'd prefer players who play at least two hours per day (Although it's not expected every single day)

We only say this because we would rather not waste your time and ours having you join if it's just going to be to change skills. If you plan to take time off EVE that's fine, just let us know.

This round of recruitment is aimed at growing our corp base to give us more strength throughout the day. Nothing is more upsetting than scrambling a carrier in a belt only to not have enough damage to take him down in a reasonable period of time. Not only would we like more people from both timezones we'd also like a larger variety of players with different skill sets so when the situation calls for more strategy, we are able to provide it.

There are no restrictions on your security status. If you feel the need to pirate then you're more than welcome to.
We are essentially a no politics corporation. We have very few blue standings and intend to keep it that way. As a pleasant consequence of that and our strict global NBSI policy; We will most likely never run out of targets to shoot at.

Self-sufficiency is a must- We are all capable of making isk on our own and expect you to be able to as well. However, that being said we are very accomodating to longstanding members in terms of ammunition and modules and rigs. That being said, we live in a low security system close to 0.0 (a single jump away) and have easy access to it. Isk should never be too much of a problem.


Teamspeak is of course required, and if you don't have a mic we'll tell you to get one.
No need to be shy, but PVPing without TS is chaotic and dangerous; We don't allow it.


Our gangs typically consist of fast ships specialized in specific roles. If you inhabit our area you'll probably know how blobby it can be, speed ships are a must for avoiding getting caught up in one and essential for challenging one when the odds are stacked heavily against us. However we're currently looking for pilots that can fill a variety of roles, not just fast ships for speed gangs. Battleships, tanking ships, damage dealing ships, logistics ships, capital ship pilots, etc are all welcome.

Most of our players are in the Euro timezones however we do have a growing group of US timezone players as well, both are welcome.

As for skillpoints and experience we'd prefer you to have at least fifteen million skillpoints, and the ability to scout and give proper intel.

English is our common language and we'd prefer players to be mature. Exceptions are always available of course when it comes to maturity but it would be on a case by case basis. However, being a team player is a must, as is the ability to learn. If you do not posess both then you would not be cut out for North Face Force.

If we've caught your interest and like to give us a shot, we'd be happy to hear from you. You can contact Green Looter, Bibi, Drasked, or stahmul with any questions you may have. You can also join our public ingame channel: pub-NFF.



You can view our killboard at: http://northface.griefwatch.net





\Green looter (CEO)

Fri, Dec. 7th, 2007, 11:51 am
onoes it's Jihad Jenny

A conversation from Joey's cheesesteaks on Northline...

Joe and I had just ordered two subs, they were ready within two minutes. Jihad Jenny however ordered a sub and a couple of sides. It was taking a very long time.

Joe looking down at his arm as if a watch was there;
J: Wow this is taking a really long time.
Me: Yeah, fuck, it's taking so long your watch has already radioactively decayed.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:43 pm
They drove around your house like 100 times they said

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-08-02 20:08:18 on T7g77 (aim)
(20:08:22) T7g: Evening :)
(20:08:29) SxyCuteThang069: Hey :-)
(20:08:38) T7g: So I just got done cutting grass
(20:08:40) T7g: but I got new clothes!
(20:08:43) T7g: and shoes
(20:08:44) SxyCuteThang069: Really?
(20:08:49) SxyCuteThang069: I wanna see
(20:08:50) T7g: I'm much less of a bum and much more sexy now!
(20:08:55) SxyCuteThang069: lmao
(20:09:15) T7g: I ended up getting like three pairs of pants, six shirts
(20:09:18) T7g: I grabbed this pair of jeans
(20:09:28) T7g: I figured that would entertain you ;p
(20:09:32) T7g: but my mom put em back
(20:09:34) SxyCuteThang069: YES IT WOULD
(20:09:40) T7g: mebbe next time
(20:09:46) T7g: mebbe next time you come shopping with me?
(20:10:01) T7g: and I'll hold your hand, jump up and down, and exclaim HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!
(20:10:10) T7g: because I would be ;)
(20:10:17) T7g: and you could dress me up like your lil' barbie doll
(20:10:28) T7g: or whatnot ;p
(20:10:40) T7g: love me and I'll even let you cut my hair too
(20:10:44) T7g: any way you want.
(20:10:52) T7g: ;p
(20:10:57) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:11:02) SxyCuteThang069: I want it back how it was :-P
(20:11:12) T7g: okay!
(20:11:20) T7g: Well, it's a relatively simple deal ;p
(20:11:24) T7g: So, it's upto you muwahahaha ;p
(20:12:05) T7g: but yeah
(20:12:14) T7g: I have some new clothes 'n stuff!!!!
(20:12:33) T7g: and I'll be home all night I think.
(20:12:38) SxyCuteThang069: I'm curious
(20:12:38) SxyCuteThang069: What idd you buy?
(20:13:00) T7g: three pairs of pants, six shirts, and some new shoes?
(20:13:04) SxyCuteThang069: I know that
(20:13:06) T7g: oh
(20:13:07) T7g: okay
(20:13:09) T7g: hum
(20:13:10) SxyCuteThang069: but what do they all look like
(20:13:13) T7g: Oh, well
(20:13:17) T7g: I would love to describe them to you
(20:13:23) SxyCuteThang069: BUT
(20:13:25) T7g: but that just wouldn't do it the justice a fashion show would
(20:13:28) SxyCuteThang069: YOu want me to see them
(20:13:29) SxyCuteThang069: lmao
(20:13:31) SxyCuteThang069: I knew it
(20:13:35) T7g: you know
(20:13:41) T7g: I'll use any trick in the book to get you over here.
(20:14:01) T7g: because I want you ->here<- with ->me!<-
(20:14:02) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:14:16) T7g: note the emphasis on you here, and with me!
(20:14:21) T7g: =)
(20:14:31) SxyCuteThang069: for some reason my lj doesn't update my friends list over here
(20:14:35) SxyCuteThang069: Its like a day behode
(20:14:38) SxyCuteThang069: behind*
(20:14:43) T7g: but er yeah, I'll admit to it
(20:14:51) T7g: I'm doing anything and everything I can to get you to come see me
(20:14:58) T7g: Because I love you and miss you so much, you just don't even know ;p
(20:15:11) T7g: mmm, on that note
(20:15:16) T7g: That song you wanted me to listen to
(20:15:23) T7g: I heard it yesterday
(20:15:28) SxyCuteThang069: When are we gonna go to dinner together?
(20:15:36) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I know you said you wanted to
(20:15:42) T7g: Anytime you want to?
(20:16:05) SxyCuteThang069: like?
(20:16:16) T7g: like, by 9 I should have around 30$
(20:16:21) T7g: I spent 114$ today on clothes
(20:16:33) T7g: and shoes
(20:16:35) T7g: boots ;p
(20:16:48) SxyCuteThang069: by 9?
(20:16:51) SxyCuteThang069: I don't get it
(20:17:12) T7g: I just finished mowing the neighbor's lawn and they're supposed to just be getting the money for me when they're out at Food Basics
(20:17:19) T7g: I deal with this delay thing every time I mow their lawn.\
(20:18:18) T7g: but er
(20:18:42) T7g: yeah, anytime you want.
(20:19:04) T7g: and
(20:19:08) T7g: my evil dad works nights right now!
(20:19:13) T7g: that means hes gone all night
(20:19:23) T7g: and sleeps all day
(20:19:57) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/phpquickgallery/dir.php?gallery=Car%20Crash/
(20:19:59) T7g: You missed that
(20:20:02) T7g: crazy shit
(20:20:07) SxyCuteThang069: What is it?
(20:20:12) T7g: just pop to it
(20:20:18) T7g: don't look at any of the dark pictures in detail
(20:20:26) T7g: you're not allowed, thats our roo
(20:20:27) T7g: room*
(20:20:30) T7g: you have to come here to see it ;p
(20:20:42) T7g: I took those photos earlier
(20:20:59) SxyCuteThang069: What car crash?
(20:21:10) T7g: August 2nd 2004's car crash?
(20:21:22) T7g: number 1 of 3,961?
(20:21:27) T7g: Dunno
(20:21:36) T7g: Was sitting in mom's room
(20:21:40) T7g: and all of a sudden
(20:21:41) T7g: BAM
(20:21:55) SxyCuteThang069: In front of the house?
(20:21:55) T7g: White car T-boned red car
(20:21:57) T7g: yeah
(20:22:08) T7g: the cars were on the lawn's of the neighbors accross the street
(20:22:12) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:22:25) T7g: I reached in and turned off the white car and gave the keys to the driver
(20:22:31) T7g: She was in complete fucking shock
(20:22:40) T7g: Just got out, sat down on the ground and curled into a ball crying
(20:22:52) T7g: car sounded really bad and was smoking like fuck
(20:22:59) T7g: trans fluid all over the street
(20:23:07) T7g: and then
(20:23:14) T7g: the passenger of the red car was hurt
(20:23:17) T7g: I dunno if they were faking or not
(20:23:34) T7g: but the two drivers were fine
(20:23:37) T7g: funny enough
(20:24:43) T7g: cept for the whole shock thing
(20:24:51) T7g: all of em were a bit loopy
(20:24:59) T7g: but I remember what it was like
(20:25:05) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:25:05) T7g: sucks
(20:25:10) T7g: sucks really bad.
(20:25:21) T7g: Totalling your car on a side-street
(20:25:32) T7g: Did you want to go to dinner tonight?
(20:25:51) T7g: If not, I am hungry and was going to go collect up food and such.
(20:26:02) T7g: subway
(20:26:04) T7g: mmmhmm
(20:26:11) T7g: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(20:26:19) SxyCuteThang069: OMG
(20:26:21) T7g: y0 quiero taco subway
(20:26:22) SxyCuteThang069: That sounds so good
(20:26:26) T7g: mmmhmm
(20:26:27) SxyCuteThang069: You suck rocky
(20:26:30) T7g: I'll make you a deal
(20:26:34) T7g: just uh
(20:26:35) T7g: Come see me
(20:26:43) T7g: I need a macro
(20:26:46) T7g: or I just need to make
(20:26:56) T7g: !@! translate into come see me
(20:27:08) T7g: with text replacer thing
(20:27:27) T7g: Well yeah
(20:27:32) T7g: if you were here right now
(20:27:35) T7g: you'd already have subway
(20:27:36) T7g: and loves
(20:27:41) T7g: and you'd see me in my sexy new clothes
(20:27:44) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:27:47) SxyCuteThang069: I dunno
(20:27:50) SxyCuteThang069: I have t oask
(20:27:58) SxyCuteThang069: cause you know the whole gas thing
(20:28:03) T7g: I have money ;p
(20:28:08) T7g: cause you know
(20:28:13) T7g: no more excuses for not coming to see me ;p
(20:28:16) T7g: just do eit
(20:28:22) T7g: nike style?
(20:28:27) T7g: JUST DOO IT!
(20:28:29) T7g: ;)
(20:28:51) SxyCuteThang069: I'll go ask
(20:28:57) T7g: At this point, theres really no way to be cute about it. I just have to say it flat out. I need _you_ _here_ _now_ because I miss you so much =)
(20:29:31) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(20:35:43) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(20:36:05) SxyCuteThang069: Hey
(20:36:05) T7g : I'm the Anti-Christ. You get me in a vendetta kind of mood, you will tell the angels in heaven that you had never seen pure evil so singularly personified as you did in the face of the man who killed you.
(20:36:10) SxyCuteThang069: Uh
(20:36:13) SxyCuteThang069: Ok?
(20:36:28) SxyCuteThang069: She said I can take the car but I have to but $5 in gas in to
(20:36:31) SxyCuteThang069: it*
(20:36:40) SxyCuteThang069: cause Sean has to work tmm
(20:37:10) T7g: hi
(20:37:18) T7g: Alright ;)
(20:37:23) SxyCuteThang069: HI! =)
(20:37:28) T7g: =)
(20:37:36) T7g: So, that means, you're gonna come over and tackle me? :D
(20:37:44) T7g: and we'll eat subway and listen to music and all that fun stuff?" :)
(20:38:10) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(20:38:11) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(20:39:04) SxyCuteThang069: OK I am gonna go..I am gonna check on the baby and my mom wants ME to see if I have money to buy HER alcohol(of course) then I'll be over
(20:39:17) T7g: =)
(20:39:22) T7g: Alright
(20:39:28) T7g: I'll see you in a bit then ;)
(20:41:50) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(01:06:30) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(01:17:59) T7g: It really is beautiful
(01:18:04) SxyCuteThang069: No its suck
(01:18:05) SxyCuteThang069: s
(01:18:07) SxyCuteThang069: OMG
(01:18:07) T7g: I'm enjoying the breeze upstairs
(01:18:12) SxyCuteThang069: AS SOON AS I PULLED UP
(01:18:15) T7g: I love breezes
(01:18:17) SxyCuteThang069: EMMA AND JOEY DID TOO
(01:18:21) T7g: heh
(01:18:28) SxyCuteThang069: They drove around your house like 100 times they said
(01:18:31) T7g: they following you?
(01:18:36) T7g: thats creepy.
(01:18:40) T7g: I'd never do that to you, heh
(01:18:42) SxyCuteThang069: I guess they came to my house like 10 minutes after I left
(01:18:48) SxyCuteThang069: My mom told them where I was
(01:18:50) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(01:19:01) T7g: lol
(01:19:06) T7g: still, creepy ;p
(01:19:09) SxyCuteThang069: Then they just kept driving around your house till I wasn't there anymore
(01:19:18) T7g: really.creepy.
(01:19:31) T7g: but anyways ;p
(01:19:34) SxyCuteThang069: yeah
(01:19:41) T7g: What're you upto?
(01:20:05) SxyCuteThang069: Watching my brother and Steven outside
(01:20:06) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(01:20:09) T7g: heheheh
(01:20:43) T7g: I have work tomorrow
(01:20:53) T7g: but I'll be home between 5-7 and then after 9
(01:20:54) SxyCuteThang069: Thats always fun ?
(01:21:01) SxyCuteThang069: *hint hint* lol
(01:21:05) T7g: =)
(01:21:22) T7g: you don't have to come over if you don't want to =) Just letting you know my schedule.
(01:21:25) T7g: So you know
(01:21:31) T7g: If you... you know.. wanted to see me.
(01:21:33) T7g: You could =)
(01:21:42) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(01:21:45) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(01:22:12) T7g: I'm gonna poke around on the internet before bed for some more music=)
(01:22:20) T7g: Ashlee Simpson? ;p
(01:22:39) T7g: And whatever else I can find =)
(01:23:13) T7g: I was hoping you'd like all the music. I made it a hobby of mine for a short while.
(01:23:31) T7g: downloaded like mad for three or so days straight
(01:23:39) T7g: filled up the girls' computer harddrive
(01:23:49) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(01:24:12) T7g: the playlist is music from all the computers ;p
(01:24:34) T7g: I'm gonna take the time one of these days to get them all together
(01:24:41) T7g: because I have tons more that just aren't on the list.
(01:25:16) T7g: but anyways, brb.
(01:25:26) SxyCuteThang069: k
(01:26:49) T7g: gonna make hamburgers
(01:27:23) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(01:27:26) SxyCuteThang069: -k-
(01:27:27) T7g: I kinda didn't eat all day because I thought we might be going to Greektown
(01:27:32) T7g: but I got dicked out of that money
(01:27:34) T7g: they never pay me on time
(01:27:37) SxyCuteThang069: We should
(01:27:40) SxyCuteThang069: soon
(01:27:41) T7g: We will =)
(01:28:10) T7g: I think I have a pretty good handle on what it takes to be happy =) I just want to share that with you.
(01:28:17) T7g: and only you!
(01:28:35) T7g: but yeah, we should go to greektown, we never went out to cute places on cute dates and dressed up
(01:28:46) T7g: and we should!
(01:28:49) T7g: :)
(01:28:53) T7g: hamburgers,brb

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:41 pm
"I know you have auto log on"

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-08-01 17:25:00 on T7g77 (aim)
(17:25:00) SxyCuteThang069: I thought you stopped running away?
(17:25:13) T7g: I told you the other day
(17:25:21) T7g: I have a weak point for you
(17:25:29) SxyCuteThang069: but
(17:25:35) SxyCuteThang069: I thought you got over the running away thing
(17:25:38) T7g: Well
(17:25:41) T7g: I wasn't running away actually
(17:25:43) SxyCuteThang069: Remember you used to always do it
(17:25:46) T7g: I was just signed off so we wouldn't argue
(17:25:50) SxyCuteThang069: then you stopped
(17:25:58) T7g: I was working on this gentoo box
(17:26:01) SxyCuteThang069: I am not trying to fight with you or anyone else
(17:26:03) T7g: as it said in the convos I sent you
(17:26:11) T7g: As I said to Emma
(17:26:15) T7g: and you saw what I said to her
(17:26:20) T7g: She was hitting on me like fucking whoa the other day
(17:26:22) T7g: but fuck that shit
(17:26:28) SxyCuteThang069: Who?
(17:26:33) T7g: If I can't have a mature, happy, relationship with you, then I don't want any.
(17:26:35) T7g: Emma
(17:26:59) T7g: She was like
(17:27:09) T7g: "ur the only one who really makes me happy on the inside :)"
(17:27:14) T7g: I was just like, uhhhh... yeah..
(17:27:27) SxyCuteThang069: Told you
(17:27:32) SxyCuteThang069: I knew it
(17:27:33) T7g: I sent it to Alyssa I think as I exclaimed, haha yeah right
(17:27:35) SxyCuteThang069: I told her anyways
(17:27:48) T7g: Not ever
(17:27:52) SxyCuteThang069: She's like no....NEVER...NOT AT ALl
(17:27:53) T7g: Not fucking ever doing that shit again
(17:28:06) SxyCuteThang069: Well
(17:28:09) SxyCuteThang069: Fuck her
(17:28:11) SxyCuteThang069: I blocked her
(17:28:14) SxyCuteThang069: Heh
(17:28:47) SxyCuteThang069: We are gonna eat soon
(17:28:54) T7g: =)
(17:28:56) SxyCuteThang069: Then cake and ice cream
(17:29:03) T7g: I'm still trying to get this install worked out
(17:29:07) SxyCuteThang069: Wanna have cake ands ice cream?
(17:29:07) T7g: finally got the ram I needed
(17:29:10) T7g: yes
(17:29:17) T7g: but...
(17:29:38) T7g: I don't think it could possibly be as sweet as my sweetheart=\
(17:30:35) T7g: but yaeh
(17:30:35) SxyCuteThang069: Wil you please send me that conversation
(17:30:40) SxyCuteThang069: I know you have auto log on
(17:30:43) T7g: I know
(17:30:44) T7g: hold up
(17:30:48) T7g: it's like not in my logs
(17:30:52) T7g: but I sent it to alyssa
(17:30:55) T7g: I think she has logging on
(17:30:58) T7g: lemme pop over there
(17:31:01) SxyCuteThang069: please find it
(17:31:50) T7g: 2
(17:31:52) T7g: 2
(17:31:53) T7g: fawk sec
(17:31:59) T7g: found it =)
(17:32:01) T7g: ;)
(17:32:05) T7g: Told you I have logging on for a reason!
(17:32:06) SxyCuteThang069: good shit
(17:32:42) SxyCuteThang069: Can I see it please?
(17:32:43) T7g: sec
(17:32:47) T7g: copying it over to a webdir for you
(17:33:00) SxyCuteThang069: k
(17:34:16) T7g: lol
(17:34:25) SxyCuteThang069: oi vey
(17:34:27) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(17:34:31) T7g: I just exec'd a fucked up command that didn't look like it was gonna work, but it did
(17:34:44) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(17:34:46) SxyCuteThang069: Please
(17:34:47) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/for_rianna/2004-07-29.132702.txt
(17:34:50) SxyCuteThang069: don't edit anything out
(17:34:57) SxyCuteThang069: Did you?
(17:35:00) T7g: no
(17:35:00) SxyCuteThang069: Honestly?
(17:35:01) T7g: promise
(17:35:03) T7g: you can even
(17:35:06) T7g: see the one on lys's computer
(17:35:14) T7g: me? me? me! is alyssa
(17:35:19) T7g: and t7g77 is me
(17:35:23) T7g: if I edited it
(17:35:24) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(17:35:31) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna read it
(17:35:32) SxyCuteThang069: hold on
(17:35:38) T7g: the origional on lys's computer would say so
(17:35:44) T7g: because linux is slick like that
(17:35:55) T7g: since I copied it from her pc
(17:36:00) T7g: it says aug 1st on my pc though
(17:36:09) T7g: because it was created on my comp today with the copy command
(17:36:30) T7g: but yeah
(17:36:33) T7g: not trying to swindle you
(17:36:43) T7g: ask lys herself ;p we were laughing about it down here.
(17:37:09) T7g: and t7g
(17:37:11) T7g: is me to Emma
(17:37:14) T7g: t7g77 is me to alyssa
(17:37:17) T7g: if that makes it less confusing
(17:37:21) SxyCuteThang069: I want the whole conversatio with just you and Emma talking
(17:37:23) SxyCuteThang069: I know you have it
(17:37:30) SxyCuteThang069: I'm not gonna be pissed
(17:37:33) SxyCuteThang069: Its just
(17:37:34) SxyCuteThang069: I KNOW YOu
(17:37:35) T7g: no no
(17:37:37) SxyCuteThang069: and i KNOW you have it
(17:37:39) T7g: honestly, I looked for it
(17:37:42) T7g: I promise you
(17:37:45) T7g: I fucking swear
(17:37:47) T7g: I'll look harder
(17:37:47) SxyCuteThang069: You have LOGGING ON
(17:37:53) SxyCuteThang069: How can you not find it
(17:37:56) T7g: but I cannot find that specific one
(17:37:57) T7g: I dunno
(17:38:05) T7g: It like clears them out when they get to a certain point I think
(17:38:06) T7g: hold up
(17:38:12) T7g: I'm not fucken lying
(17:38:14) SxyCuteThang069: PLEASE ROCKY
(17:38:16) T7g: I have no reason to
(17:38:17) T7g: but sec
(17:39:15) T7g: Connection to 192.168.0.101 closed.
[root@TheEndOfTime for_rianna]#
[root@TheEndOfTime for_rianna]#
[root@TheEndOfTime for_rianna]#
[root@TheEndOfTime for_rianna]# cp /mnt/AutumnTravesty/nfs/.transfer/2004-07-29.132702.txt ../for_rianna
[root@TheEndOfTime for_rianna]# ls
2004-07-29.132702.txt 2004-08-01.161942.html 2004-08-01.164652.html
[root@TheEndOfTime for_rianna]# cd /home/t7g/.gaim
[root@TheEndOfTime .gaim]# ls
accels blist.xml dict gaimosd.so logs smileys
accounts.xml blist.xml~ gaimosd-gtk.so icons prefs.xml status.xml
[root@TheEndOfTime .gaim]# cd logs/aim/t7g77/rainbbright666/
[root@TheEndOfTime rainbbright666]# ls
2004-07-29.220121.html 2004-07-30.113036.html 2004-07-31.231002.html 2004-08-01.164652.html
2004-07-30.011826.html 2004-07-31.150847.html 2004-08-01.161942.html 2004-08-01.172736.html
[root@TheEndOfTime rainbbright666]# grep "inside" *
[root@TheEndOfTime rainbbright666]# grep "inside" *
[root@TheEndOfTime rainbbright666]#

(17:39:41) T7g: lemme do a bigger grep, sec....
(17:39:47) SxyCuteThang069: k
(17:42:26) SxyCuteThang069: please....rocky....please
(17:42:47) T7g: all I can find are
(17:42:53) T7g: the ones
(17:42:55) T7g: between lys and I
(17:42:58) T7g: but like
(17:43:02) T7g: if I had gaim open
(17:43:06) T7g: and X windows crashed like it does
(17:43:14) T7g: then it can fuck up the logs
(17:43:19) T7g: I use a journalled filesystem
(17:43:30) T7g: remember how I bitched about losing files when we would unplug the computer on each other?
(17:44:45) T7g: fawk wth?
(17:44:48) T7g: my lastlogs are gone too
(17:45:00) T7g: [root@TheEndOfTime t7g77]# last

wtmp begins Sun Aug 1 04:02:10 2004
[root@TheEndOfTime t7g77]# last

wtmp begins Sun Aug 1 04:02:10 2004

(17:45:04) T7g: it's a new month
(17:45:12) T7g: all the logs get emptied at the beginning of the month
(17:45:41) SxyCuteThang069: Oh
(17:45:48) T7g: I have an html file of it :/
(17:45:52) T7g: so you can read it better
(17:45:55) T7g: because I have my convo to lys
(17:46:00) T7g: and hers to me
(17:46:03) T7g: but like
(17:46:15) T7g: emma's didn't get saved
(17:46:20) T7g: I promise I haven't deleted anything
(17:46:41) T7g: I'm too busy messing with all these pcs to spend any time forging stuff
(17:46:58) T7g: and
(17:47:20) T7g: I really have no reason to
(17:47:26) T7g: I wouldn't touch Emma with a 10 ft pole now
(17:47:32) T7g: Or any girl with that mentality
(17:47:47) T7g: One of the reasons I fell in love with you was because you're mature to a good degree.
(17:47:52) T7g: I could never be in another childish relationship.
(17:48:17) T7g: I could never be in another relationship...
(17:48:29) T7g: And be as happy as I am with you, so I don't bother.
(17:48:33) T7g: The way I see it
(17:48:41) T7g: If you won't love me, my computers will
(17:48:44) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(17:48:44) T7g: ;p
(17:48:54) T7g: so fuck other bitches
(17:48:58) T7g: it's you or nothing
(17:49:11) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(17:49:15) T7g: It's the pure bliss I feel when we make love, or I'll just stay cellebate
(17:49:34) SxyCuteThang069: download Vi3 uh...lemme get the name of the song
(17:50:22) SxyCuteThang069: eyes closed so tight
(17:50:29) SxyCuteThang069: It was annoying when I heard it before
(17:50:33) SxyCuteThang069: but now I think its cute
(17:50:43) T7g: getting it
(17:50:44) T7g: and you know
(17:50:57) T7g: While you've been out
(17:51:05) T7g: I've gotten so many music download programs
(17:51:10) T7g: and all that rot ;p
(17:51:14) SxyCuteThang069: :-P
(17:51:18) SxyCuteThang069: all that rot
(17:51:22) T7g: all that rot ;)
(17:51:24) T7g: but anyways
(17:51:48) T7g: For most of this, you were my sole motivation, you really should come you know, see it? =)
(17:52:11) T7g: If you'd just let me
(17:52:20) T7g: I'd do my best to make your life oh so very happy, happy, happy =)
(17:52:28) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go see if the food is dobn
(17:52:29) SxyCuteThang069: e
(17:52:29) T7g: happyhappyhappyhappy
(17:52:33) T7g: HAPPY!
(17:52:39) T7g: :)
(17:52:41) SxyCuteThang069: Then after I'll see if I can use the car
(17:52:48) T7g: Alright
(17:52:52) T7g: I'll be around ;p
(17:52:57) T7g: back to the USE="" variable
(17:53:29) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:40 pm
I'll give you more hugs~

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-08-01 15:09:35 on T7g77 (aim)
(15:09:35) SxyCuteThang069: Hey
(15:09:35) T7g : I'm just so tired...
Won't you sing me to sleep?
and fly through my dreams....
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight..

And get away from this place, have a new name and face.

It just ain't the same without you in my life.

Late night drives... All alone in my car.. I can't help but start... Singing lines from all our favorite songs...

and melodies in the air, singin' life just ain't fair...

Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone.

And I'm sure the view from heaven...

Beats the hell out of mine here..

I hope that all is well in heaven....

Because it's all shot to hell down here...

Because I'm so....

Lost without you down here.
(15:09:49) T7g: Hi.
(15:09:55) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(15:09:58) T7g: =)
(15:10:01) T7g: I gave you...
(15:10:04) T7g: 12345 hugs
(15:10:17) T7g: More than anyone else I've ever seen use those things ;p
(15:10:21) SxyCuteThang069: What'cha doin?
(15:10:24) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:10:26) T7g: just sittin'
(15:10:30) T7g: Whatchoo doing?
(15:10:36) SxyCuteThang069: You have t owork?
(15:10:40) T7g: Nope.
(15:10:47) SxyCuteThang069: Today is the baby's Birthday party thingy
(15:10:53) SxyCuteThang069: you know...cake...ice cream
(15:11:00) T7g: No
(15:11:02) T7g: I do not know
(15:11:06) T7g: What birthday parties entail ;p
(15:11:14) SxyCuteThang069: Yes you do
(15:11:18) SxyCuteThang069: Psh
(15:11:19) T7g: I haven't had one in ten years ;p
(15:11:21) T7g: I forgot
(15:11:27) SxyCuteThang069: If nothing else there are enough at my house
(15:11:59) SxyCuteThang069: How do I see how many hug I have?
(15:12:21) T7g: http://www.livejournal.com/users/sexycutethang/30282.html
(15:13:35) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(15:14:08) T7g: I don't believe there is anyone else who has devised a way to give someone that many hugs.
(15:14:21) SxyCuteThang069: Just so you know..Me and Emma aren't back together...I was just there visiting Her Ash...heh Renae and Steve-o
(15:14:32) T7g: I wasn't gonna yell at you for going over there?
(15:14:35) T7g: You know what I thought to myself?
(15:14:53) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(15:15:02) T7g: "Maybe she's just staying over there to see everyone, and well, then at least she has a better chance of being able to see me on Sunday?"
(15:15:07) T7g: Which is why I'm online ;p
(15:15:21) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:15:44) SxyCuteThang069: I was gonna go to that coney place that we went to yesterday but I didn't
(15:16:02) T7g: Downriver?
(15:16:05) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I wanted you to be there too
(15:16:08) SxyCuteThang069: Of course
(15:16:09) SxyCuteThang069: silly
(15:16:19) T7g: Just making sure I knew which one you were talking about.
(15:16:27) T7g: You and your chicken tenders ;)
(15:16:30) SxyCuteThang069: I have been like craving chicken strips like no other
(15:16:34) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:16:44) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(15:16:56) T7g: I'll make you a deal, come see me and I'll get you all the chicken strips you can run with?
(15:17:10) SxyCuteThang069: I was gonna get some yesterday( I got my coffee) but I bought 2 shirts instead :-( now IO regret it
(15:17:11) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:17:28) T7g: heh
(15:17:31) T7g: well rocky has lots of money
(15:17:39) T7g: he doesn't even count it anymore
(15:17:42) T7g: I just stuff it in a cup
(15:18:07) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:18:22) T7g: seriously
(15:18:25) T7g: Our little cup too
(15:18:28) T7g: our change cup
(15:18:31) T7g: has even grown up
(15:18:45) SxyCuteThang069: I would say we can go get some....but because I can't put gas in the car I am not gonna be able to take it I don't think
(15:18:53) T7g: ahem
(15:18:55) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:18:56) T7g: I have teh moneyz0rz
(15:18:58) SxyCuteThang069: It frew up huh
(15:18:59) T7g: I want to see you
(15:19:07) T7g: Come see me now, I miss you.
(15:19:18) T7g: I'll give you 12,345 more hugs.
(15:19:22) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:19:36) T7g: I'm serious =)
(15:19:39) T7g: You think I'm kidding? ;)
(15:20:41) T7g: I would seriouslt
(15:20:45) T7g: Seriously*
(15:20:56) T7g: For the last howevermanyoddnights
(15:21:12) T7g: I would've seriously walked to Oakwood and Fort just to say goodnight to you.
(15:21:21) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:21:37) T7g: I have too much love for you and it has nowhere to go
(15:21:45) T7g: You need to come take some off my hands=)
(15:22:00) T7g: It's free!!!
(15:22:04) T7g: You just have to pick it up ;)
(15:24:19) T7g: or even if not
(15:24:23) T7g: you just have to say
(15:24:28) T7g: "ROCKY COME GIVE ME LOVE!"
(15:24:29) T7g: and I would
(15:24:36) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:24:37) T7g: even if I had to crawl the entire way
(15:24:51) T7g: So
(15:24:57) T7g: I'm gonna roll this joint=)
(15:25:00) T7g: And when
(15:25:11) T7g: You need me, I'll be here.
(15:25:14) SxyCuteThang069: stop that
(15:25:28) T7g: hm?
(15:25:53) SxyCuteThang069: I hope I can take the car
(15:26:00) T7g: yeah uh
(15:26:06) T7g: Tell her I'll give her whatever she wants in gas money
(15:26:20) SxyCuteThang069: Heh my mom called last night and told me I could've had her car all night
(15:26:26) SxyCuteThang069: as long as I didn't drive fucked up
(15:26:44) SxyCuteThang069: Its always nice to know I now have that option
(15:26:51) T7g: We could've gone to Cooper
(15:27:42) T7g: Well, now that you've advertised you have that option ;p
(15:27:50) T7g: It leaves you with much less of an excuse for not seeing me! ;p
(15:28:18) SxyCuteThang069: I don't make excuses...Its just sometimes I CAN use the car...at will..other times she bitches
(15:28:43) T7g: I'm just joking sweetie.
(15:28:47) T7g: It's a beautiful day
(15:28:53) T7g: It's started with you as a part of it for me
(15:29:07) T7g: I'm not chastizing you, I'm just smiling and laughing along with? =)
(15:30:30) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:30:43) SxyCuteThang069: This guy commented in my journal and LOVES DONKEY TOO
(15:30:50) T7g: Tot's friend
(15:30:54) T7g: She says he's a stalker
(15:30:57) SxyCuteThang069: he lives near council point park
(15:31:16) T7g: I personally wouldn't go near tot's friends unless I had a 10 ft. pole ;p
(15:31:24) T7g: with barbs on the end
(15:31:27) T7g: mmmmhmm yea ;D
(15:31:56) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:32:20) T7g: If I walked around saying I love Brittany Spears, I'm sure I'd eventually find a lot of other people that felt the same way.
(15:32:54) T7g: However
(15:33:03) T7g: I just walk around singing Brittany Spears
(15:33:07) T7g: This way
(15:33:11) SxyCuteThang069: :-P
(15:33:13) T7g: People that hate her, hate her more
(15:33:16) T7g: People that like her, hate her more.
(15:33:32) T7g: snicker, snicker ;p
(15:33:34) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(15:33:53) SxyCuteThang069: What was your "snicker snicker" in Renae's journal about?
(15:34:04) T7g: you two fighting
(15:34:08) SxyCuteThang069: Shes just pissed cause I told Steve-o last night that she is playing him like a hoe
(15:34:10) T7g: thats a snicker, snicker thing ;p
(15:34:19) SxyCuteThang069: With Patrick
(15:34:22) T7g: Ah
(15:34:26) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah
(15:34:31) SxyCuteThang069: Emma told me yesterday
(15:34:35) SxyCuteThang069: and I was like fuck that
(15:34:45) SxyCuteThang069: Steve-o and me are straigh I can't lie to him
(15:34:46) T7g: Steve-0h's a good guy.
(15:34:48) SxyCuteThang069: You know me
(15:34:51) SxyCuteThang069: Not telling is lying
(15:34:54) SxyCuteThang069: He is
(15:34:56) T7g: ahem ;P
(15:35:03) SxyCuteThang069: and doesn't deserve to be played like that
(15:35:05) T7g: I know you, however, I wouldn't reinforce that point ;p
(15:35:17) SxyCuteThang069: :/
(15:35:30) T7g: Because the situation you just described is quite familiar
(15:35:48) T7g: and when it came 'round that time. There was a different methodology for dealing with that.
(15:36:01) SxyCuteThang069: C'mon lets not get into this now....I was just telling you she is pissed
(15:36:05) T7g: Oh, I know =)
(15:36:09) T7g: God, I love you to fucking death ;p
(15:36:17) T7g: I just can't let you get away with saying that without pointing that out ;p
(15:36:23) T7g: If you can recognize it now, (Which is very good)
(15:36:34) T7g: Then it's just a step forward
(15:36:53) T7g: But I want you to realize you also have to apply that to your own thinking and actions, if you're going to shoot Renae down.
(15:37:31) T7g: Not telling is lying, and it's even worse when you don't tell someone something and then accuse someone else of lying about something.
(15:38:01) T7g: Nothing more than a brief life lesson, and thusly deserves a snicker, snicker ;p
(15:38:20) SxyCuteThang069: OMG
(15:38:31) SxyCuteThang069: If I knew we would sit and talk about it
(15:38:38) T7g: hm?
(15:38:48) SxyCuteThang069: I would've just kept it to myself
(15:38:53) T7g: Oh
(15:38:56) T7g: I apologize.
(15:38:58) T7g: Look, sorry
(15:39:01) T7g: My fault.
(15:39:09) T7g: I didn't mean to upset you.
(15:39:30) T7g: I'm not bitter
(15:39:33) SxyCuteThang069: It's just I tell you everything these days
(15:39:36) SxyCuteThang069: and for the most part
(15:39:37) T7g: I know=)
(15:39:39) SxyCuteThang069: ever
(15:39:40) T7g: and I tell you what I think
(15:39:41) T7g: You told me
(15:39:45) T7g: "Tell me what you honestly think"
(15:39:48) T7g: And I'm just doing that.
(15:39:53) SxyCuteThang069: I just didn't think you would bring soemthing liek that up right now
(15:40:01) SxyCuteThang069: cause I think we have been getting along great
(15:40:04) SxyCuteThang069: and I love it
(15:40:09) T7g: We are getting along great?=)
(15:40:16) T7g: and I love it too
(15:40:36) T7g: If I sit in this basement alone for any discernable period longer however.
(15:40:45) T7g: I'm gonna go crazy again and start trippin' out.
(15:40:49) T7g: So you gotta come rescue me =)
(15:41:39) T7g: Sanity is a constant battle
(15:41:50) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:41:54) T7g: and
(15:42:02) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go see if my mom needs any help setting things up
(15:42:05) SxyCuteThang069: I'll get on
(15:42:06) T7g: I can only fight it so long without having you close to me
(15:42:10) SxyCuteThang069: or call you later
(15:42:16) T7g: Alright :)
(15:42:19) T7g: Hey, wait!
(15:42:29) T7g: Guess what?
(15:43:01) SxyCuteThang069: Yes?
(15:43:02) T7g: I love you!
(15:43:10) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:43:12) T7g: :)
(15:43:17) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(16:52:48) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(16:53:28) T7g: Watch your ass
(16:53:38) T7g: Emma might start trippin'
(16:53:43) T7g: She asked me if I was talking to you
(16:53:54) SxyCuteThang069: Huh?
(16:54:23) T7g: (16:48:24) Emma: I feel it my feeling r alwayz right
(16:48:24) T7g: I don't even know whats going to happen tomorrow.
(16:48:31) Emma: I bet I do
(16:48:33) T7g: How could you?
(16:48:36) Emma: She is gunna come see you
(16:48:45) Emma: I know
(16:48:57) Emma: i feel it
(16:54:56) SxyCuteThang069: What IM convo's did she read?
(16:55:13) T7g: Not quite sure
(16:55:20) SxyCuteThang069: Well
(16:55:23) T7g: Like
(16:55:24) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sure that YOU sent them
(16:55:25) SxyCuteThang069: So
(16:55:30) SxyCuteThang069: Which ones?
(16:55:31) T7g: for_emma
(16:55:34) T7g: is a symlink
(16:55:37) T7g: to our convo log dir
(16:55:44) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(16:55:56) T7g: Any conversation we have goes directly to that directory when it's written
(16:55:59) T7g: because it's just a portal
(16:56:16) SxyCuteThang069: Did you send her the link?
(16:56:47) T7g: yeah, today when she asked for it, as well as when she was reading em back in the day
(16:56:56) T7g: She says it pisses you off when she reads them and you're by the computer.
(16:57:16) SxyCuteThang069: Cause she like trips out
(16:57:19) SxyCuteThang069: Its crazy
(16:57:22) T7g: hahaha
(16:57:22) SxyCuteThang069: I'm not even with her
(16:57:30) SxyCuteThang069: and she is still getting pissed at me
(16:57:32) T7g: Well, thats why I warned you =)
(16:57:40) SxyCuteThang069: Gimma the link'
(16:57:50) SxyCuteThang069: Gimme*
(16:57:54) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/for_emma/2004-07-29.142146.html
(16:57:59) T7g: wait
(16:58:03) T7g: thats the one I was lookin' at
(16:58:10) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/for_emma/
(16:58:13) T7g: Thats the directory
(16:58:26) T7g: Unedited
(16:58:37) T7g: Except for the definite proof that I slashed Sean's tires
(16:58:39) T7g: That shit had to go
(16:58:44) SxyCuteThang069: Wtf rocky?
(16:58:59) SxyCuteThang069: All our conversations are no longer personal
(16:59:04) SxyCuteThang069: Thats stupid
(16:59:12) T7g: Well, actually
(16:59:16) SxyCuteThang069: I feel like I am being spied on....I AM
(16:59:18) SxyCuteThang069: Fuck
(16:59:22) SxyCuteThang069: Its bullshit
(16:59:31) T7g: No, I just promised Emma I wouldn't keep her in the dark
(16:59:43) T7g: Just so we don't have that bouncing back and forth shit anymore
(16:59:44) SxyCuteThang069: Why does she need to know now?
(16:59:46) SxyCuteThang069: I MA SINGLE
(16:59:48) SxyCuteThang069: REMEMBER
(16:59:52) SxyCuteThang069: MY FUCKING GOD

(16:59:56) T7g: Well
(17:00:00) T7g: You see, the idea is not only
(17:00:12) SxyCuteThang069: NO
(17:00:14) SxyCuteThang069: STOP

(17:00:15) T7g: So you can't have both Jay and Jane
(17:00:23) SxyCuteThang069: I DON"T HAVE ANYONE

(17:00:28) T7g: mmmhmm
(17:00:29) T7g: I know
(17:00:42) T7g: I'm quite well aware of your reluctance to re-integrate me into your life.
(17:00:53) SxyCuteThang069: So then why should my personal conversations with you or anyone else be but on the internet
(17:01:26) T7g: They're not anymore
(17:01:29) T7g: Done and over with
(17:01:34) T7g: Be as pissed as you want
(17:01:39) T7g: and take it as you will.
(17:01:45) T7g: I put them there
(17:01:49) T7g: because I was tired of getting played.
(17:01:57) T7g: So I wanted to make sure you couldn't run game
(17:02:21) T7g: You asked for that yourself
(17:02:39) T7g: You can't write two different people notes saying you'll always come back to both of them.
(17:02:45) T7g: Thats disrespectful.
(17:02:55) T7g: Just as you were saying about Steve-O and Renae
(17:03:04) T7g: You did the exact same thing, I'm just playing the part you played last night.
(17:03:06) T7g: Devil's advocate.
(17:03:32) SxyCuteThang069: you can have Emma
(17:03:40) T7g: k
(17:03:41) T7g: Seeya.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:39 pm
just keep shakin' it

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-30 21:21:25 on T7g77 (aim)
(21:21:25) SxyCuteThang069: I wanna dso something
(21:21:27) SxyCuteThang069: BADB
(21:21:30) SxyCuteThang069: LIKE NOW

(21:21:40) T7g: Come over?
(21:22:04) T7g: Uh, I do have plans to go out tonight, but they aren't till later.
(21:22:09) T7g: I'm so fucking tired.
(21:22:23) T7g: Since I work such shitty hours, I usually spend the middle part of my day doing something for someone
(21:22:26) T7g: Today it was fixing joe's car
(21:23:11) SxyCuteThang069: Where are you going?
(21:23:28) T7g: I dunno ;p
(21:23:37) T7g: Mebbe it's a secret
(21:23:41) T7g: Don't you like mystery? ;p
(21:24:10) SxyCuteThang069: not today
(21:24:11) SxyCuteThang069: please
(21:24:14) SxyCuteThang069: just tell me
(21:24:22) SxyCuteThang069: Sean is drunk and being an asshole again
(21:24:27) SxyCuteThang069: Thats my news for the day
(21:24:30) T7g: then come let me save you
(21:24:32) SxyCuteThang069: Remember last fucking time?
(21:24:35) T7g: I don't get this ;p
(21:24:36) T7g: I mean
(21:24:53) SxyCuteThang069: So where are yo ugoing?
(21:25:15) T7g: I think I'm relatively cute, I'm really nice, I'm intelligent, I love you to death, and I'd take care of you always.

But you just don't come see me ;p
(21:25:21) T7g: As the away message said, toxic waste dump.
(21:25:33) SxyCuteThang069: I DON"T HAVE THE CAR
(21:25:35) T7g: I need some more objects
(21:25:36) SxyCuteThang069: Sean took it
(21:25:41) SxyCuteThang069: drunk
(21:26:01) T7g: mmm, Well I apologize for stressing you.
(21:26:05) T7g: It's just a question that puzzles me.
(21:26:57) SxyCuteThang069: Your not
(21:27:00) SxyCuteThang069: Its ok
(21:27:03) SxyCuteThang069: I am just stuck here
(21:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: and I need to get out
(21:27:36) T7g: Well, I miss you, so terribly much, and if the opportunity comes for me to be going out tonight. I will come get you.
(21:27:42) T7g: I really want to see you regardless though
(21:28:50) T7g: Joe said after he gets back from Scott's
(21:28:55) T7g: but I don't know when exactly that will be
(21:29:11) T7g: So if we could find another method to rescue you, I would be all for it.
(21:30:17) SxyCuteThang069: Where are you going?
(21:30:24) SxyCuteThang069: You still haven't answered me
(21:30:25) T7g: Cooper School.
(21:30:35) T7g: My apologiez
(21:30:38) T7g: s*
(21:30:39) SxyCuteThang069: Its ok
(21:30:48) T7g: I refer to it as "the toxic waste dump"
(21:30:50) T7g: To everyone
(21:30:55) SxyCuteThang069: Why?
(21:30:56) T7g: Simply because it's just how I think of it
(21:31:02) T7g: and if you ever go in there
(21:31:04) T7g: you'll know why
(21:31:22) SxyCuteThang069: can I make my IM's not make noise when I send them?
(21:31:25) SxyCuteThang069: and get tehm
(21:31:27) T7g: yep
(21:31:31) T7g: It's in preferences
(21:31:36) T7g: One of the drop down menus
(21:31:55) T7g: Oh god, did I tell you about the voice pitch/tempo modulation thing?
(21:32:13) SxyCuteThang069: yup
(21:32:30) T7g: heheh, yeah ;p
(21:32:37) T7g: thats been quite a source of entertainment for me
(21:33:09) T7g: I could probably rip em to disk too ;p
(21:33:20) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(21:33:24) SxyCuteThang069: yay it worked
(21:33:32) T7g: mmhmm =)
(21:33:37) T7g: and I mean
(21:33:38) SxyCuteThang069: Good shit
(21:33:49) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I hate listening to music and hearing every IM I send
(21:33:49) T7g: How could you not want a lover thats cute, funny, and good with computers!?!!?!
(21:34:10) T7g: That demystifies one of the most imposing parts of modern day life =)
(21:34:22) SxyCuteThang069: What time are you leaving
(21:34:29) T7g: As I said earlier, Not sure
(21:34:32) T7g: It's Joe,
(21:34:36) T7g: Hes flaky as fuck
(21:34:39) SxyCuteThang069: Yes he is
(21:34:40) T7g: but I really pushed to go there tonight
(21:34:50) T7g: and made sure to beat it into his head.
(21:34:55) T7g: and I fixed his damn car for him
(21:35:03) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go back to my moms but you can call anytime cause my dad is gone for the weekend
(21:35:10) T7g: hm
(21:35:11) T7g: Well
(21:35:22) T7g: Okay =)
(21:35:24) T7g: I will
(21:35:27) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(22:24:42) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(22:25:09) SxyCuteThang069: I just drove our old car for the first tiem since we got the lincoln
(22:25:10) SxyCuteThang069: Heh
(22:25:18) SxyCuteThang069: Kinda weird driving that thing again
(22:26:55) SxyCuteThang069: WTF
(22:26:55) T7g : I'm the Anti-Christ. You get me in a vendetta kind of mood, you will tell the angels in heaven that you had never seen pure evil so singularly personified as you did in the face of the man who killed you.
(22:26:59) SxyCuteThang069: BULLSHIT
(22:32:35) T7g: no, no no
(22:32:37) T7g: =)
(22:32:41) T7g: You know what?
(22:32:53) SxyCuteThang069: what?
(22:32:59) T7g: hahaha
(22:33:02) T7g: you seem used to this
(22:33:08) SxyCuteThang069: yeah
(22:34:00) T7g: You know what I want to say... =)
(22:34:41) SxyCuteThang069: what is that
(22:34:45) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(22:35:06) SxyCuteThang069: yup yup
(22:35:17) SxyCuteThang069: you said it
(22:35:20) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(22:35:31) SxyCuteThang069: smile silly
(22:35:33) T7g: :)
(22:35:34) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(22:35:44) SxyCuteThang069: :-*:-*:-*
(22:36:28) T7g: :-*
(22:37:22) T7g: What do I have to do to have your heart forever dear?
(22:37:24) T7g: I'll do anything.
(22:39:05) T7g: Just to hold you in my arms..
(22:40:31) SxyCuteThang069: ???
(22:42:31) T7g: ???
(22:42:38) SxyCuteThang069: :-*
(22:42:53) SxyCuteThang069: just keep shakin' it
(22:43:57) T7g: Stop it
(22:43:59) T7g: I didn't reply
(22:44:01) SxyCuteThang069: ahhh
(22:44:02) SxyCuteThang069: ahhh
(22:44:02) SxyCuteThang069: ahh
(22:44:03) T7g: I said I didn't know
(22:44:04) SxyCuteThang069: ahhhhhhhh
(22:44:06) SxyCuteThang069: I KNEW IT
(22:44:11) T7g: You knew what?
(22:44:22) T7g: heh, I don't know what you think you know ;p
(22:44:23) T7g: but
(22:44:30) T7g: I didn't do anything with that girl
(22:44:33) T7g: Believe me or not
(22:44:35) T7g: Love me or not?
(22:44:42) T7g: Your fucking choice, I've proven time and time again
(22:44:54) T7g: that I am so terribly in love with you and only you.
(22:45:00) T7g: Why would I bother if I didn't love you?
(22:45:02) T7g: Really?
(22:45:24) T7g: and why would I lie?
(22:45:31) T7g: I didn't fuck Renae or Lynn
(22:45:33) T7g: Or anything else
(22:45:36) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(22:45:41) T7g: I promise
(22:45:47) T7g: geez
(22:45:49) T7g: you know
(22:45:52) T7g: I've only been doing my best
(22:45:54) T7g: to improve myself
(22:45:58) SxyCuteThang069: 98lbs?
(22:46:02) SxyCuteThang069: Tell her to eat something
(22:46:09) T7g: I've tried so hard.
(22:46:14) SxyCuteThang069: Brown hair
blue eyes
98lbs
5feet1inch
if you wanna know n e thing else E mail me at Luckynome7@aol.com
(22:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: lmfao
(22:46:26) T7g: And my one and only want/goal/focus - is you..
(22:46:51) T7g: I so wish, I had someone who thought of me this much or cared this much, or tried this hard.
(22:47:58) T7g: Why won't you ever see that I'm in love with you?

I'm in love with you.
(22:48:17) SxyCuteThang069: I need to hear some sappy emo love songs
(22:48:25) T7g: I have so many
(22:48:27) T7g: You've never heard
(22:48:33) T7g: That are to you..
(22:48:35) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sure
(22:48:41) T7g: they're all so cute..
(22:48:43) T7g: You have no idea.
(22:48:55) T7g: May I link you to one?
(22:49:10) SxyCuteThang069: I can't hear them
(22:49:17) SxyCuteThang069: Cause the connection is to oslow
(22:49:28) T7g: Call me, I'll sing them to you. =)
(22:49:56) T7g: Theres just noone...
(22:50:03) SxyCuteThang069: I have a question...
(22:50:17) T7g: Ask away.
(22:50:18) SxyCuteThang069: Did you go back to the Broderick with Lyn...Be honest
(22:50:28) T7g: Nope.
(22:50:35) T7g: I only went back once since then
(22:50:36) T7g: With Joe
(22:50:39) T7g: July 5th
(22:50:41) SxyCuteThang069: LuCkYnOmE7: lyn wants to know why you wrote whore b her name
(22:50:52) T7g: Your buddy Sean is related to her.
(22:50:59) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah
(22:51:04) T7g: He has nothing better to do than mimic me
(22:51:06) T7g: So
(22:51:10) SxyCuteThang069: He pissed me off last time
(22:51:12) T7g: He probably went without you on a few occasions
(22:51:14) SxyCuteThang069: I wanted coffee so bad
(22:51:19) T7g: He's an ass
(22:51:21) T7g: Thats why I hate him
(22:51:28) SxyCuteThang069: Where is he now?
(22:51:32) T7g: I don't know.
(22:51:32) SxyCuteThang069: He has no life
(22:51:36) T7g: Don't keep tabs on him
(22:51:38) T7g: He doesn't...
(22:51:43) T7g: I told you all this before we fell in love=)
(22:52:21) T7g: I wrote that note, before you went on vacation.
(22:52:38) SxyCuteThang069: how can I fond out someone's number
(22:52:43) T7g: I've done my best to become everything I said I wanted to be in it, the only part that is missing is you.
(22:52:46) SxyCuteThang069: Janice gave me her home number
(22:52:50) SxyCuteThang069: but I don't know where it is
(22:52:56) SxyCuteThang069: and I wanna call her and say hi
(22:53:03) T7g: Probably not listed
(22:53:06) T7g: You'd have a very hard time.
(22:53:12) T7g: It's more than likely not in her name.
(22:53:30) T7g: Alright, humor me for a moment?
(22:55:01) T7g: I've sang, whistled, and ran this song through my head countless times lately thinking about you.
(22:55:03) SxyCuteThang069: I think I figured it out
(22:55:07) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(22:55:09) T7g: You've more than likely never heard it..
(22:55:10) SxyCuteThang069: I'm listening
(22:55:19) T7g: Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
(22:55:35) T7g: I had this really cute abstract post, that had a secret relation to you, but you never picked up on it.
(22:56:19) SxyCuteThang069: When was it?
(22:56:38) T7g: I'll point you to it.
(22:56:53) T7g: http://www.livejournal.com/users/t7g/67064.html
(22:56:56) T7g: Read the end...
(22:57:02) T7g: \x1B06F
(22:57:09) T7g: Thats where my little part to you starts ;p
(22:57:20) T7g: If you wanna know what that means, you can open up windows calculator and find out easily.
(22:57:44) SxyCuteThang069: Huh?
(22:57:46) T7g: and the mp3 link is a link to that song I just sent you.
(22:57:50) SxyCuteThang069: I got the song part
(22:58:01) SxyCuteThang069: but what about the other thing
(22:58:11) T7g: Open up calculator
(22:58:15) SxyCuteThang069: uh huh
(22:58:24) T7g: When it's open, switch it to scientific mode
(22:58:50) T7g: and when you've done that, let me know ;p
(22:59:04) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(22:59:08) SxyCuteThang069: I'm not slow just so you know
(22:59:10) SxyCuteThang069: :-P
(22:59:19) T7g: alright, see an unmarked radio button that says hex next to it?
(22:59:29) SxyCuteThang069: uh huh
(22:59:32) T7g: click it
(22:59:34) T7g: then enter
(22:59:39) T7g: 1B06F
(22:59:53) T7g: and then click the button by where it says dec
(23:00:04) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(23:00:14) SxyCuteThang069: Ok
(23:00:17) SxyCuteThang069: I get it now
(23:00:20) SxyCuteThang069: I had no idead
(23:00:23) SxyCuteThang069: idea*
(23:00:33) T7g: Well, now you do...
(23:00:33) SxyCuteThang069: I was like wtf is that
(23:00:38) T7g: =)
(23:00:47) T7g: I may seem like a mystery but...
(23:00:58) T7g: I'm really transparent when it comes to certain things.
(23:01:44) T7g: You missed out on a lot of cute emo songs..
(23:01:50) T7g: I still sing them though
(23:01:56) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(23:01:57) T7g: Still think about you every day..
(23:02:14) T7g: and I don't think that will ever stop
(23:02:16) T7g: Which is why
(23:02:30) T7g: The only thing I want is to be with you for the rest of our lives.
(23:04:17) T7g: I suppose it's silly of me to expect to you to realistically commit to something like that right now.. but, I don't know. I really wish I could just take you away and make you happy like I used to. You're far too important to me for me not to take this time and effort.
(23:04:21) T7g: And I can't just simply let go
(23:04:36) T7g: The funny thing is, I am kinda a very negative person in certain ways.
(23:05:16) T7g: but some part inside of me knows that you're in love with me too, and that no matter what neither of us will ever find a replacement for each other.
(23:06:09) T7g: While I `need` you, I don't need you in the way that a lot of other people do. I don't need you to do anything for me other than just spend time with me.
(23:06:20) T7g: during which time, as always, I would be doing my best to make sure you're happy =)
(23:06:37) T7g: One thing that runs through my head on occasion is how we used to go to Meijer's with my mom when you lived here.
(23:06:40) T7g: And when you'd be sad
(23:06:54) T7g: I'd just grab you and jump up and down with a smile on my face and say, `happy happy happy!!!`
(23:07:14) T7g: I can't do that now, and thats what kills me about all of this, and kinda why I trip out and destabilize at times.
(23:07:50) T7g: When you're not feeling well, I can't just throw my arms around you and let you know that everything's going to be alright, that you don't have to worry.
(23:09:43) SxyCuteThang069: I kno
(23:09:43) SxyCuteThang069: w
(23:09:58) T7g: I know I'm being quite redundant with all of this
(23:10:07) T7g: and I apologize.
(23:10:24) T7g: I'm crashing down, I've worked quite a bit in the last few weeks and have done quite a bit.
(23:10:40) T7g: and I just miss you more and more everyday.
(23:10:55) T7g: Keep thinking of so many things to show you, to tell you, to do with you..
(23:10:59) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(23:11:03) SxyCuteThang069: and I haven't been there
(23:11:09) T7g: actually
(23:11:13) T7g: I wasn't going to repeat that ;p
(23:11:17) T7g: ;ppppp
(23:11:18) T7g: uh
(23:11:20) SxyCuteThang069: I am jsut really trying to get things with college straight now
(23:11:44) T7g: and more than anyone, I respect that.
(23:12:08) T7g: I'm just saying
(23:12:38) T7g: I am completely convinced that you are the love of my life. And if that may not be true
(23:12:43) T7g: You should start convincing me otherwise
(23:13:03) SxyCuteThang069: Wait
(23:13:12) SxyCuteThang069: T7g77: I am completely convinced that you are the love of my life
(23:13:16) SxyCuteThang069: but if?
(23:13:20) SxyCuteThang069: If you are sure
(23:13:24) T7g: I am sure
(23:13:29) SxyCuteThang069: THERE ARE NOT IF ANDS OR BUTS ABOUT IT
(23:13:32) T7g: mmm
(23:13:36) T7g: Sweetheart
(23:13:39) T7g: Must I bring up
(23:13:45) T7g: The shit with the bouncing back and forth?
(23:13:51) T7g: I love you Emma? I love you Rocky?
(23:13:54) T7g: Back and forth back and forth
(23:13:58) T7g: I am convinced
(23:14:09) T7g: but you haven't been doing much lately to lead me to believe that I'm right.
(23:14:26) T7g: Not to chastize you
(23:14:36) T7g: this isn't a kiddie relationship
(23:14:40) T7g: we're not playing marbles
(23:14:52) T7g: you hold my heart.
(23:15:03) T7g: What keeps me alive? you know?
(23:15:18) T7g: It's yours... has been for a long time.
(23:15:40) T7g: You don't need to disassociate yourself with me or keep our relationship at a distance because of school.
(23:15:58) T7g: I've done a lot to become responsible. I think I'd only do to help further you in life.
(23:16:19) T7g: and if we were meant to be forever, then you wouldn't need to seperate yourself from what we have to live your life.
(23:16:28) T7g: and if you do have to, then what do we have?
(23:16:44) T7g: Furthermore...
(23:16:51) T7g: My feelings have not changed throughout all of this.
(23:17:02) T7g: I still love you more and more, miss you more and more everyday.
(23:17:26) T7g: And I've been without you for.. around seven days now.
(23:17:29) T7g: Since I last saw you
(23:17:37) T7g: and since I really spent me and you time?
(23:17:41) T7g: it's been a couple months
(23:17:47) T7g: I used to see you every sixteen hours.
(23:18:08) T7g: You held me while I was in the hospital, and all of a sudden I'm just completely cut off from you.
(23:18:11) SxyCuteThang069: You used to see me 24/7
(23:18:15) SxyCuteThang069: If you remember
(23:18:28) T7g: Of course I do, it was the happiest time of my life.
(23:18:45) T7g: my god
(23:18:55) T7g: Do you know what I would give right now to fall asleep next to you?
(23:19:23) T7g: I would definately go as far as giving away something I can't replace or regrow.
(23:20:39) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(23:20:45) SxyCuteThang069: just not...nvmd
(23:20:50) T7g: ;p
(23:21:17) T7g: I'm telling you how infinitely much I love you in every connotation possible.
(23:21:36) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(23:21:47) T7g: you're supposed to put down the hockeystick
(23:21:52) SxyCuteThang069: I am
(23:21:52) T7g: We're soulmates
(23:21:55) SxyCuteThang069: I was just saying
(23:22:06) SxyCuteThang069: don't cut the the the....yeah of
(23:22:10) SxyCuteThang069: off*
(23:22:12) T7g: haha
(23:22:13) T7g: I know ;p
(23:22:17) T7g: I thought that was rather entertaining
(23:22:21) SxyCuteThang069: Me too
(23:22:23) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(23:22:26) T7g: :)
(23:22:28) T7g: and I wouldn't
(23:22:30) T7g: that is for _you_
(23:22:32) T7g: and only _you_
(23:22:46) T7g: and do you even realize how bad the sexual frustration gets? :/
(23:22:53) T7g: I still don't masturbate
(23:23:03) SxyCuteThang069: but your and yout "wet dreams"
(23:23:06) T7g: uh
(23:23:08) SxyCuteThang069: same difference
(23:23:11) T7g: that empties out the chambers
(23:23:12) SxyCuteThang069: :-P
(23:23:14) T7g: doesn'tclear the head.
(23:23:28) T7g: there is no orgasm involved
(23:23:39) T7g: and you don't feel anything in dreams anyways, much less remember most times.
(23:23:42) SxyCuteThang069: What I love the most...is when we're done...and you have that clear head
(23:23:58) T7g: I've been waiting for you=\
(23:24:03) T7g: I have the most romantic setup:/
(23:24:08) T7g: cutest candles ever
(23:24:40) T7g: and
(23:24:42) SxyCuteThang069: and you lay there
(23:24:45) SxyCuteThang069: with this look
(23:25:00) SxyCuteThang069: I enjoy it more when you finish as well
(23:25:19) T7g: I always enjoy it
(23:25:20) SxyCuteThang069: cause like you I THINK ABOUT YOU during
(23:25:32) T7g: I think about you too =)
(23:25:35) T7g: the entire time=)
(23:25:44) SxyCuteThang069: I want YOU to have the clear head, i'm so tired feeling I get
(23:25:49) SxyCuteThang069: damn
(23:25:53) SxyCuteThang069: got that feeling
(23:25:58) T7g: and I do my best to make each moment as passionate as the next
(23:26:27) T7g: as loving as the next...
(23:26:36) T7g: as intimate as the next..
(23:26:40) SxyCuteThang069: As sweet are you "It all about you" theory is...I want you done too
(23:26:54) T7g: =)
(23:27:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(23:27:11) SxyCuteThang069: cause I love that face
(23:27:21) T7g: you're the only one that has ever or will ever see them
(23:27:26) T7g: I know I never made them before.
(23:27:38) SxyCuteThang069: That grin you get
(23:27:44) T7g: I've never stared so far into anything as I have your eyes...
(23:27:48) SxyCuteThang069: What about whats her name
(23:27:58) T7g: I was rather unanimated, honestly
(23:28:01) T7g: both times before
(23:28:11) T7g: the first time there was nothing
(23:28:22) T7g: the second time, there was no passion or intimacy
(23:28:28) SxyCuteThang069: huh?>
(23:28:30) T7g: that refers to #1 and #2
(23:28:41) T7g: Whose names you already know.
(23:28:59) T7g: You know my sexual history, dear.
(23:29:33) T7g: I am also very much so convinced that when other people make love it isn't half as amazing for most of them as it is for us...
(23:29:34) SxyCuteThang069: Do I
(23:29:39) T7g: mmmhmm
(23:29:44) SxyCuteThang069: All of it?
(23:29:46) T7g: Jenica/Emma
(23:29:57) T7g: yep
(23:30:02) T7g: You know _all of it_
(23:30:08) T7g: My body, my mind, my heart, my soul.
(23:30:11) T7g: It's _all yours_
(23:30:14) T7g: all yours
(23:30:18) SxyCuteThang069: Wait
(23:30:20) SxyCuteThang069: you say
(23:30:22) SxyCuteThang069: with Emma
(23:30:31) SxyCuteThang069: no passion
(23:30:31) SxyCuteThang069: how is that so
(23:30:31) SxyCuteThang069: You loved her
(23:30:40) T7g: She didn't love me back
(23:30:48) SxyCuteThang069: There is passion in your touch though
(23:30:52) T7g: in mine
(23:30:54) T7g: not in hers
(23:30:58) T7g: there is passion in your touch
(23:31:04) T7g: when you touch me..
(23:31:11) T7g: and passion in my touch, only when I touch you.
(23:31:27) T7g: I don't get that from anyone else.
(23:31:29) T7g: Thats why
(23:31:30) T7g: The last time
(23:31:34) T7g: you were here
(23:31:45) T7g: When we were going to make love (but I agree, I really would rather hold you all night afterwards)
(23:31:55) T7g: While you were driving back to my house from Nanna's
(23:31:57) SxyCuteThang069: you wanted it so bad then
(23:32:00) T7g: I had to touch your arm
(23:32:00) SxyCuteThang069: done lie
(23:32:02) SxyCuteThang069: don't*
(23:32:12) T7g: I never lied, yes, I would have loved to make love to you.
(23:32:26) T7g: I didn't deny that then
(23:32:28) T7g: but I agree
(23:32:36) T7g: Or much rather
(23:32:38) T7g: Agree that
(23:32:46) T7g: I would rather hold you after
(23:32:50) T7g: I didn't want to make it a quickie
(23:32:56) SxyCuteThang069: remember
(23:32:59) T7g: When we make love, I try to make it as passionate as I can=\
(23:33:02) SxyCuteThang069: you picking me up when yo uwere at work
(23:33:15) SxyCuteThang069: and us running home first
(23:33:18) SxyCuteThang069: just so we could
(23:33:25) SxyCuteThang069: and then sam bitching
(23:33:26) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(23:33:28) T7g: haha
(23:33:29) SxyCuteThang069: and the park
(23:33:30) T7g: who cares=)
(23:33:31) SxyCuteThang069: car
(23:33:33) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(23:33:35) T7g: yeah.. I've thought about that lately too
(23:33:40) SxyCuteThang069: my bed
(23:33:42) T7g: cadillac?
(23:33:43) SxyCuteThang069: hah
(23:33:50) SxyCuteThang069: Tatis bed
(23:33:50) SxyCuteThang069: LMFAo
(23:34:09) T7g: I dun remember tatis bed?
(23:34:15) SxyCuteThang069: remember it made a mess on her bed
(23:34:17) SxyCuteThang069: yes you do
(23:34:18) T7g: oh
(23:34:18) T7g: yeah
(23:34:20) T7g: heheheh
(23:34:28) SxyCuteThang069: YOu didn't remember :-(
(23:34:46) SxyCuteThang069: Its not funny
(23:34:50) SxyCuteThang069: You hurt my feelings
(23:34:52) T7g: I'm sorry=\
(23:34:55) SxyCuteThang069: by saying that
(23:35:01) SxyCuteThang069: :-(
(23:35:07) T7g: ...sigh
(23:35:13) T7g: I apologize.
(23:35:29) T7g: I'm really tired and sometimes I just can't hold up the conversation
(23:35:38) T7g: and you have me thinking about all the times I've made love to you
(23:35:38) SxyCuteThang069: but but
(23:35:48) T7g: and that just drives me crazy
(23:35:59) T7g: there haven't been any better moments in my life..
(23:36:17) T7g: Nothing is as or will ever be as beautiful as the times we've shared that close to each other.
(23:36:48) T7g: and honestly?
(23:37:29) T7g: I miss having you that close to me.
(23:37:41) T7g: You know, the reason I get so upset when people like Eric and Sean shittalk about me
(23:37:45) T7g: And say I threw everything away
(23:37:47) T7g: When I think back on it
(23:38:14) T7g: I feel like losing you was my fault.
(23:38:45) T7g: I don't care about any of the others, but I still have regrets about that.
(23:38:55) T7g: What if I never introduced you to drugs or Emma?
(23:38:59) T7g: What if you did get pregnant?
(23:39:02) T7g: I think in both cases
(23:39:23) T7g: We'd both be happy
(23:39:37) T7g: Much happier than we are now so far away from each other, with all this bullshit drama with all these stupid people
(23:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: hold on I gotta catch up
(23:40:04) SxyCuteThang069: I was talking to brother
(23:40:09) T7g: It's okay.
(23:40:31) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(23:40:34) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah I know
(23:40:39) SxyCuteThang069: Hah
(23:41:00) SxyCuteThang069: I am listening to Britney spears version of I love rock n roll
(23:41:00) T7g: My kingdom
(23:41:01) SxyCuteThang069: lmao
(23:41:21) T7g: For another chance at living the rest of my life with my only one.
(23:42:37) T7g: I feel like I'm sounding so redundant though, and I most likely am.
(23:42:54) SxyCuteThang069: stop this
(23:42:56) T7g: It's just, I can't get you out of my head, or my heart.
(23:42:58) SxyCuteThang069: YOu are
(23:42:58) SxyCuteThang069: but its ol
(23:43:02) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(23:43:04) SxyCuteThang069: Its me your talking to
(23:43:07) SxyCuteThang069: Remember
(23:43:10) T7g: mmm
(23:43:15) T7g: But I'm starting to feel like Emma
(23:43:15) SxyCuteThang069: I know you through and through
(23:43:18) T7g: I just want to scream
(23:43:21) SxyCuteThang069: all the way around
(23:43:30) SxyCuteThang069: everythign I can I know..and what I don't'
(23:43:38) SxyCuteThang069: I WILL find out
(23:43:52) T7g: I will tell you
(23:44:05) T7g: I'd walk through hell for you...
(23:44:25) T7g: My soul is useless... without... you.
(23:45:19) T7g: You see
(23:45:23) T7g: I wanna say all these cute things
(23:45:44) T7g: I want to make you smile, and sing the cute songs to you I listened to.
(23:45:46) T7g: But I feel weird
(23:45:49) T7g: Because I'm standing here
(23:46:00) SxyCuteThang069: your sitting hun
(23:46:03) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(23:46:09) SxyCuteThang069: at least I think
(23:46:11) T7g: repeating in different iterations just how very much you are the greatest thing since sliced bread
(23:46:19) SxyCuteThang069: I like bread
(23:46:19) T7g: and well
(23:46:25) SxyCuteThang069: sliced bread rock
(23:46:28) SxyCuteThang069: toast
(23:46:31) T7g: I feel like Emma begging you to say you love me.
(23:46:31) SxyCuteThang069: OMG
(23:46:32) T7g: And in a way
(23:46:33) T7g: I am.
(23:46:34) SxyCuteThang069: I love toast
(23:47:04) T7g: toast is pretty kewl~
(23:47:11) T7g: ;p
(23:47:19) SxyCuteThang069: Yes...it is
(23:47:30) T7g: and I feel...
(23:47:33) T7g: kinda childish
(23:47:46) T7g: You say I talk different
(23:47:48) T7g: well yeah
(23:47:59) T7g: When I'm around you, when we were together.
(23:48:08) T7g: I was so lighthearted and carefree
(23:48:13) T7g: Because I had you.
(23:48:16) SxyCuteThang069: that you talked soft
(23:48:21) T7g: When I don't have you, I can't be like that
(23:48:25) SxyCuteThang069: mellow
(23:48:28) T7g: I have to be on my guard=\
(23:48:33) SxyCuteThang069: now you sound sover powering
(23:49:10) T7g: I always drop my hockeystick when you look into my eyes and you kiss me.
(23:49:26) T7g: and look at right now
(23:49:30) T7g: I'm being hella childish
(23:49:42) T7g: I have this semi-conscious dialogue of two parts of me trying to talk here.
(23:49:54) SxyCuteThang069: be YOU
(23:50:08) T7g: This is me, but when we're US
(23:50:18) T7g: I'm different to you
(23:50:26) T7g: At least sometimes.
(23:50:41) T7g: I can't be that unless I have your comfort, your warmth, your security, your love?
(23:51:01) T7g: So thats why I sound cold and evil until you some see me
(23:51:20) T7g: My heart melts everytime I look into your eyes.
(23:52:08) T7g: You seee
(23:52:11) T7g: I'm on this mission
(23:52:15) T7g: I have been for a long time.
(23:52:30) T7g: yeah, don't know how I'm going to work that song lyric into that=\
(23:52:42) T7g: god, I wish I wasn't so tired and disorganized.
(23:52:48) T7g: I finally get a break
(23:52:53) T7g: tomorrow and sunday off
(23:52:56) T7g: Please come see me?
(23:53:11) T7g: ;p
(23:53:14) T7g: I'm begging ;p
(23:53:46) T7g: You are the only one who ever sees me stoop to levels like this;p
(23:54:04) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(23:57:29) T7g: There is one thing I don't get.
(23:57:29) SxyCuteThang069 : brb

(23:58:25) T7g: bah, nvmd ;p
(23:59:19) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/gallery/room/dsc01930.jpg
(23:59:50) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/phpquickgallery/photo.php?gallery=Hide%20obvious%20things%20in%20the%20open/&file=dsc01914.jpg
(00:00:41) T7g: Really, creepy, nightmarish shit.
(00:00:41) SxyCuteThang069 : brb

(00:03:07) T7g: I need some coffee
(00:03:11) T7g: Joe needs to get here.
(00:03:28) T7g: Today's plans require a screwdriver and a crowbar.
(00:12:03) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(00:12:08) SxyCuteThang069: Sorry
(00:12:12) SxyCuteThang069: I was singing to mysel
(00:12:13) SxyCuteThang069: f
(00:12:16) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I'm bored
(00:12:20) T7g: What were you singing?=)
(00:12:24) SxyCuteThang069: everything
(00:12:28) T7g: Like?
(00:12:42) SxyCuteThang069: from black velvet to pink you make me sick to psh EVERYTHIGN
(00:12:45) SxyCuteThang069: Its just fun
(00:12:55) SxyCuteThang069: There is no one here so why not
(00:13:02) T7g: I'd rather be there to hear it.
(00:13:09) T7g: This is the honest truth
(00:13:14) SxyCuteThang069: not with this voice
(00:13:16) T7g: I've always thought you have a lovely voice, dear.
(00:13:45) T7g: Not bullshitting
(00:14:01) T7g: I only sing sweetly to you
(00:14:04) T7g: Or thinking of you
(00:14:12) T7g: Every other time, I make it as sarcastic as possible.
(00:15:23) T7g: You should check out those links.
(00:16:30) T7g: I'll be back in a moment...
(00:16:45) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(00:16:47) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:18:23) T7g: back :)
(00:18:32) T7g: I'm trying to stay up to wait for Joe
(00:18:35) SxyCuteThang069: good
(00:18:36) T7g: I want him to come over
(00:18:39) T7g: I want to pick you up
(00:18:43) T7g: and I want to take you to the school.
(00:18:44) SxyCuteThang069: What is he doing?
(00:18:51) T7g: bullshit over scott's
(00:18:54) T7g: on demand cable
(00:19:01) SxyCuteThang069: oi vey
(00:19:11) T7g: but you do realize
(00:19:18) T7g: If you ask me to come get you and take you away
(00:19:34) T7g: I'm going to tackle you and hug you and kiss you, I don't think I could help otherwise.
(00:19:44) T7g: So if you have any objections ;p
(00:21:38) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(00:31:53) SxyCuteThang069 has become idle.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:37 pm
Crazy I say

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-29 14:21:46 on T7g77 (aim)
(14:21:50) T7g: Now the amusing thing is.
(14:21:52) T7g: I knew you were lying
(14:21:58) T7g: I knew the second I read your post you were going with Lee
(14:22:01) T7g: I just know you that well
(14:22:07) SxyCuteThang069: THAT ITS NOT TRUE
(14:22:16) SxyCuteThang069: I stayed at Sara's with Holly jsut so you know
(14:22:21) SxyCuteThang069: Not that it matters
(14:22:22) T7g: Yeah, but you still saw him
(14:22:25) SxyCuteThang069: or that you believe me
(14:22:31) SxyCuteThang069: but yeah
(14:22:31) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(14:22:31) T7g: Not that I fucking care
(14:22:32) SxyCuteThang069: I did
(14:22:36) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I was bored
(14:22:41) SxyCuteThang069: Ok then
(14:22:53) T7g: I was just enjoying the fact that I was right, yet again.
(14:23:34) SxyCuteThang069: I know you love that
(14:23:40) T7g: mmmhmmm
(14:23:45) T7g: love every second of it.
(14:23:48) T7g: I guess
(14:24:11) SxyCuteThang069: Its nice to be single again I guess
(14:24:16) T7g: Yeah it is, I have to say
(14:24:18) T7g: Although
(14:24:21) T7g: Kinda sucks
(14:24:23) SxyCuteThang069: Other people just don't understand me
(14:24:24) T7g: I wanted to work today
(14:24:26) T7g: Bullshit
(14:24:30) T7g: I understand you like none other
(14:25:03) T7g: What you don't understand
(14:25:03) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah I know...my one fault...letting you inside my head...I can't get you out naw *kicks self in ass*

(14:25:17) T7g: Is that some people like commitment in their relationships
(14:25:23) T7g: I mean, you know, thats all I asked.
(14:25:26) T7g: You have a big problem with that
(14:25:34) T7g: Kevin warned me of this long ago.
(14:25:44) SxyCuteThang069: I do
(14:25:49) SxyCuteThang069: I realize alot now
(14:26:01) SxyCuteThang069: These past few weeks have been me trying to figure things out in my life
(14:26:03) T7g: I made love to you, but you made it fucking, because we weren't dating, and I had no idea.
(14:26:07) SxyCuteThang069: I think I hanve done that
(14:26:11) T7g: You made me a slut indirectly.
(14:26:19) SxyCuteThang069: things aren't how I want them to be in the end but I don't know what to do
(14:26:30) T7g: Well, how would you want them to be?
(14:26:43) SxyCuteThang069: I don't even think I should get into that
(14:26:48) T7g: No, please
(14:26:52) T7g: I'd love to hear it.
(14:27:09) T7g: I want to know what you want.
(14:27:12) SxyCuteThang069: I really don't think I should
(14:27:23) T7g: go for it
(14:27:25) T7g: I just want to know.
(14:27:34) T7g: In fact
(14:27:35) SxyCuteThang069: I would like to talk to you though..once more..I need some life advice..you've always been good at that
(14:27:49) T7g: Well
(14:27:52) T7g: Today is my day off.
(14:27:58) T7g: If you're looking for me.
(14:27:59) SxyCuteThang069: Coffee?
(14:28:01) T7g: I'll be here.
(14:28:05) T7g: Sure
(14:28:10) SxyCuteThang069: I have been in the modd for Coffee for FAR TOO LONG
(14:28:15) SxyCuteThang069: and no one will go with em
(14:28:17) SxyCuteThang069: me*
(14:28:20) T7g: I'll go with you.
(14:28:24) T7g: If anything
(14:28:25) T7g: I guess
(14:28:28) T7g: I just want you to be happy
(14:28:34) T7g: So if I can give you some insight
(14:28:40) T7g: From what I've learned through my hardships
(14:28:48) T7g: I guess it's the best thing I can do.
(14:30:57) SxyCuteThang069: Sean has the car now...when he gets home (I think he is at work)
(14:31:01) SxyCuteThang069: I'll have it
(14:31:17) T7g: heh, I need to find sodimms anyways
(14:31:23) SxyCuteThang069: have I told you Emma can be CRAZY
(14:31:31) SxyCuteThang069: What is that?
(14:31:34) T7g: I can be as well
(14:31:39) T7g: dual inline memory modules
(14:31:41) T7g: for one of my boxen
(14:31:45) SxyCuteThang069: huh?
(14:31:48) T7g: if you have old computer shit that is gonna get thrown away
(14:31:50) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(14:31:54) T7g: let me know
(14:31:54) SxyCuteThang069: Yeah
(14:32:00) SxyCuteThang069: my dads whold computer
(14:32:04) SxyCuteThang069: cept the hard drive
(14:32:09) T7g: I'll take it
(14:32:16) SxyCuteThang069: my brothers is in its place
(14:32:30) T7g: and those old ones sitting around
(14:32:33) T7g: if they're getting thrown away
(14:32:35) T7g: the point is
(14:32:39) T7g: I'll take any hardware
(14:32:42) T7g: relatively recent
(14:32:44) T7g: or somewhat old
(14:32:48) SxyCuteThang069: how come?
(14:32:51) T7g: because I have older machines that need parts that I can't buy
(14:32:56) T7g: and
(14:32:59) T7g: I'm building an empire
(14:33:03) T7g: To take over the world.
(14:33:09) T7g: Nothing else to do when you're single.
(14:33:16) T7g: and I have this cup
(14:33:18) T7g: full of money
(14:33:32) SxyCuteThang069: Guess what I am listening to
(14:33:37) T7g: hm?
(14:33:47) SxyCuteThang069: staying up all night....
(14:33:52) SxyCuteThang069: bare feet
(14:33:56) SxyCuteThang069: felt so right
(14:34:10) T7g: Doesn't sound like one of our songs?
(14:34:53) SxyCuteThang069: it doesn't?
(14:34:56) SxyCuteThang069: Yes-huh
(14:35:20) T7g: ...
(14:35:23) T7g: stop making me smike
(14:35:26) T7g: smile*
(14:35:31) SxyCuteThang069: Ocean Avenue
(14:35:33) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(14:35:34) T7g: I know
(14:35:36) T7g: I just found it
(14:35:36) SxyCuteThang069: Can't help it
(14:35:43) T7g: Then do me a favor?
(14:35:49) SxyCuteThang069: Guess waht
(14:35:52) T7g: What?
(14:36:00) SxyCuteThang069: our star is comming back into orbit in 3 weeks
(14:36:05) SxyCuteThang069: YAY
(14:36:16) T7g: So...
(14:36:47) T7g: Does this mean we're going to be staring off at it together?
(14:37:16) T7g: So
(14:37:23) T7g: There was just one, but now two
(14:37:25) T7g: Last
(14:37:28) T7g: Sad, tired, emo songs.
(14:37:30) T7g: I sing to you.
(14:37:33) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/06-yellowcard-only_once-fnt.mp3
(14:37:40) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: It is over then
Rainbbright666: ???
Rainbbright666: yes or now
Rainbbright666: no*
Rainbbright666: You cant even answer
Rainbbright666: so ill answer myself
Rainbbright666: Yes it is over Emma
Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: Thx
Rainbbright666: Rianna
Rainbbright666: I am glad u care so much
Rainbbright666: But its ok I know ill be alright i may not sleep a couple nights i may hurt and kill in the inside but i know ill be alright one day
Rainbbright666: when some one else who deserves my love gets it
Rainbbright666: I am glad u care so much
(14:37:40) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/09-yellowcard-view_from_heaven-fnt.mp3
(14:37:46) SxyCuteThang069: CRAZY I SAY
(14:38:35) SxyCuteThang069: MSI....good memories
(14:39:08) T7g: mmmhmm
(14:39:21) T7g: I think you'll like those other two I just linked to you
(14:39:33) T7g: They're from the Ocean Ave. album.
(14:39:40) SxyCuteThang069: I can't hear them
(14:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: I am at my house
(14:39:47) SxyCuteThang069: computer sucks
(14:39:50) SxyCuteThang069: too slow
(14:40:02) T7g: mmm
(14:40:04) T7g: Alright.
(14:40:42) T7g: yeah
(14:40:48) SxyCuteThang069: oh yeah
(14:40:50) T7g: oh yeah
(14:40:51) SxyCuteThang069: Are you sure?
(14:40:57) T7g: absofuckingloutely positive.
(14:41:06) T7g: Are you sure though?
(14:41:35) T7g: I mean, you know, and well..
(14:41:45) T7g: but then...
(14:41:50) T7g: ;)
(14:42:05) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(14:42:09) SxyCuteThang069: I'm no Emma
(14:42:13) SxyCuteThang069: Doesn't work
(14:42:17) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(14:42:41) T7g: Well ;p You misread me as well, however.
(14:42:49) T7g: I wasn't doing it to confuse you, it was to make you smile ;p
(14:42:58) SxyCuteThang069: It worked
(14:43:01) SxyCuteThang069: :)
(14:43:18) SxyCuteThang069: I want your icon as a layout
(14:43:29) T7g: 9 days
(14:43:30) SxyCuteThang069: I watched it on on demand today
(14:43:37) SxyCuteThang069: Cause my friend Bruse jsut got cable today
(14:43:40) SxyCuteThang069: this morning
(14:43:43) SxyCuteThang069: 9 days?
(14:43:45) SxyCuteThang069: till
(14:45:06) T7g: Somewhere around 9 months I think
(14:45:13) SxyCuteThang069: uh huh
(14:45:17) SxyCuteThang069: Your right
(14:45:22) T7g: If we would've had a child the first time we got scared
(14:45:29) T7g: It'd be popping out about right now.
(14:45:32) T7g: And where would we be?
(14:45:53) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: Well
Rainbbright666: I love you
Rainbbright666: Pleeze say it back
Rainbbright666: pleeze
Rainbbright666: "we did all your drugs and we want more"
Rainbbright666: heh
(14:45:56) SxyCuteThang069: NUTS

(14:46:09) SxyCuteThang069: I SWEAR I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING

(14:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: I was gonna say it but I was like no
(14:46:23) SxyCuteThang069: He'll think i'm crazy
(14:46:29) T7g: no..
(14:46:39) T7g: I think about you all the time, in every connotation imaginable.
(14:46:42) SxyCuteThang069: I promise I was thinking that
(14:47:05) T7g: I believe you
(14:47:26) T7g: It hurts because
(14:47:38) T7g: I know, no other guy or girl, will ever love you the way I do.
(14:47:59) SxyCuteThang069: The funny thing is your right
(14:47:59) T7g: Or value you as highly, or consider you as precious as you are to me.
(14:48:46) SxyCuteThang069: Rainbbright666: Ok
Rainbbright666: I love you
Rainbbright666: :-*
Rainbbright666: Do you not wanna say it???
(14:48:48) SxyCuteThang069: WTF
(14:48:53) SxyCuteThang069: Does she not get it?
(14:49:43) SxyCuteThang069: Still there
(14:49:53) T7g: yea
(14:50:20) T7g: was trying to quickroll a join
(14:50:22) T7g: t
(14:50:44) SxyCuteThang069: I still don't know how :(
(14:50:48) SxyCuteThang069: I wanna know so bad
(14:50:56) SxyCuteThang069: I don't think I could od it if I tried
(14:51:00) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(14:51:14) T7g: I always taught you everything I knew ;p
(14:51:29) T7g: I mean, if anything, I not only love you to death, I made you a better person when I could.
(14:51:38) T7g: Except with the whole drugs thing, but I'm just a fucking idiot sometimes.
(14:52:10) SxyCuteThang069: I need to be done with that
(14:52:15) SxyCuteThang069: It need to be slowed down
(14:52:20) T7g: I am.
(14:52:26) T7g: I stopped
(14:52:32) T7g: I stopped for you too
(14:52:40) T7g: I knew you wanted me to stop taking my meds
(14:52:52) T7g: So I did, and I forced myself to just grow up and not depend on something like that.
(14:53:48) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(14:53:53) SxyCuteThang069: I'm proud
(14:54:06) T7g: I don't want your verbal congratulations
(14:54:11) T7g: I want your arms around me.
(14:54:34) T7g: and thats simply it, I want simply that, because thats simply all I need
(14:55:49) SxyCuteThang069: Funny
(14:55:53) SxyCuteThang069: Emma is nuts
(14:55:59) SxyCuteThang069: What was I thinking
(14:56:00) SxyCuteThang069: Honestly now
(14:56:07) SxyCuteThang069: She about tripped a nut today
(14:56:11) SxyCuteThang069: FOR NOTHING
(14:56:16) T7g: You know
(14:56:17) SxyCuteThang069: I told her last night I was done
(14:56:27) T7g: We used to fight a lot
(14:56:30) T7g: I used to trip out a bunch
(14:56:33) T7g: but when you moved out
(14:56:38) T7g: I gave you that space and was happy about it
(14:56:47) T7g: It wasn't until I found out we weren't together that I started tripping a nut again
(14:56:58) T7g: but yeah, I did kind of fix that.
(14:57:07) T7g: In myself.
(14:57:23) T7g: and yeah, I am a lot more understanding of a person now.
(14:57:50) SxyCuteThang069: She was like "You fucked him I know it:
(14:57:55) SxyCuteThang069: You should know that I didn't
(14:57:58) SxyCuteThang069: You taught me
(14:58:01) SxyCuteThang069: member
(14:58:07) T7g: I know=\
(14:58:09) SxyCuteThang069: pointless unless it means something
(14:58:19) SxyCuteThang069: I didn't back then and I didn't last night
(14:58:34) SxyCuteThang069: she is like "your a slut, rocky was right"
(14:58:38) SxyCuteThang069: Grrr
(14:58:48) T7g: heh
(14:58:58) T7g: Promise me you won't go back to that?
(14:59:10) SxyCuteThang069: Promise
(14:59:18) SxyCuteThang069: I can't handle that if I wanted to
(14:59:50) T7g: heh
(15:00:07) T7g: So, I've fixed most to all of my character discrepancies...
(15:00:19) T7g: I will tell you the truth, what I think, straight up now.
(15:00:51) T7g: and so much more...
(15:00:51) T7g: heh
(15:01:12) SxyCuteThang069: BUT
(15:01:16) SxyCuteThang069: Will you go get coffee with me?
(15:01:24) T7g: Yes, I will.
(15:01:37) T7g: but....
(15:02:02) T7g: Well
(15:02:07) T7g: I guess we'll talk over coffee.
(15:02:46) SxyCuteThang069: Yup
(15:02:47) SxyCuteThang069: We will
(15:02:52) SxyCuteThang069: I need a shower :-(
(15:02:58) SxyCuteThang069: I hate getting wet these days
(15:03:04) T7g: mmm?
(15:03:08) T7g: Whys that?
(15:03:48) SxyCuteThang069: Reasons
(15:03:51) SxyCuteThang069: Tell you over coffee
(15:03:54) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:03:58) T7g: Okay =)
(15:04:05) T7g: and
(15:04:08) T7g: you need to see this setup
(15:04:11) T7g: like
(15:04:12) T7g: I mean
(15:04:18) T7g: our room looks so nice
(15:04:23) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(15:04:29) T7g: not just the computers
(15:04:30) T7g: everything =)
(15:04:32) SxyCuteThang069: I thought there was a bunch of compouters in there
(15:04:35) SxyCuteThang069: computersA*
(15:04:38) T7g: oh nonono
(15:04:43) T7g: they're nicely arranged ;p
(15:04:47) T7g: um
(15:04:48) T7g: Well
(15:04:50) T7g: When you get here
(15:04:55) T7g: You'll see it, I'll be a surprise
(15:05:11) T7g: it'll
(15:05:13) T7g: uh
(15:05:18) T7g: yeah ;p forgot a t !;p
(15:05:32) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:05:37) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mom
(15:05:38) SxyCuteThang069: Eat
(15:05:42) SxyCuteThang069: shoer
(15:05:48) SxyCuteThang069: shower*
(15:05:53) SxyCuteThang069: all that godo stuff
(15:05:56) SxyCuteThang069: I'll call or somethign
(15:06:00) SxyCuteThang069: you'll be there
(15:07:12) SxyCuteThang069: still there?
(15:07:43) T7g: yes
(15:07:50) T7g: I was er
(15:07:53) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(15:07:57) T7g: just spiffying the room up a tiny bit?
(15:08:02) SxyCuteThang069: I am trying to fine a background for my new layout
(15:08:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:08:11) T7g: =)
(15:08:15) T7g: I really want you to see it
(15:08:20) T7g: I designed it with you and I in mind...
(15:08:38) SxyCuteThang069: :-D
(15:08:39) SxyCuteThang069: Ok
(15:08:40) SxyCuteThang069: so
(15:08:43) SxyCuteThang069: shower now
(15:08:45) T7g: I'm just so tired... won't you sing me to sleep? and fly through my dreams, so I can hitch a ride with you tonight...
(15:08:46) SxyCuteThang069: coffee later
(15:08:47) T7g: Okay =)
(15:08:52) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:09:00) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(15:38:29) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(15:45:13) T7g: Hi.
(15:45:21) SxyCuteThang069: Question
(15:45:27) T7g: Yes?
(15:45:32) SxyCuteThang069: Do you know how much it is to get a State ID?
(15:45:40) T7g: like 20 I think
(15:45:42) T7g: or 15
(15:45:46) SxyCuteThang069: Oh ok
(15:45:49) SxyCuteThang069: Good
(15:45:56) T7g: You done showering?
(15:46:12) SxyCuteThang069: no
(15:46:16) SxyCuteThang069: I ate though
(15:46:18) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(15:46:20) T7g: =)
(15:46:26) SxyCuteThang069: My mom told me to come find out how much they are
(15:46:33) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I gotta get another one
(15:46:35) T7g: lemme get you an exact
(15:46:54) SxyCuteThang069: I 2 college tests on monday
(15:46:59) SxyCuteThang069: I have*
(15:47:05) SxyCuteThang069: Me and Renae heh
(15:47:31) T7g: We're still going for coffee, right?
(15:47:59) T7g: State Identification Card State Identification Card $10
(15:48:01) SxyCuteThang069: I just gotta get teh car
(15:48:06) SxyCuteThang069: Good deal
(15:48:10) T7g: Good=)
(15:48:39) T7g: My hopes are so high.... :)
(15:48:46) T7g: yeah, that was corny, I know;p
(15:48:50) T7g: but I was trying to be cute.
(15:49:18) SxyCuteThang069: Why do you say things like that? "That was corny?"
(15:49:20) SxyCuteThang069: Its not
(15:49:23) SxyCuteThang069: IT IS cute
(15:52:30) T7g: =)
(15:52:39) SxyCuteThang069: Ha
(15:52:41) T7g: you just
(15:53:00) T7g: I don't know, have that kind of effect on me.
(15:53:30) SxyCuteThang069: You sure?
(15:54:09) T7g: sure as anything...
(15:54:36) T7g: If I wasn't so entirely convinced that you were the greatest thing since sliced bread...
(15:54:44) T7g: Why would I be here right now? =)
(15:55:20) SxyCuteThang069: *shrugs* I guess your right
(15:57:11) T7g: you guess? ;p
(15:57:34) T7g: You know
(15:57:41) T7g: Had you gotten pregnant, eight months ago
(15:57:48) T7g: I would still be with you right now, I assure you.
(15:57:52) SxyCuteThang069: we would be in the hospital to gether
(15:57:58) SxyCuteThang069: right now
(16:00:10) T7g: mmmhmm=)
(16:00:22) T7g: looking at our child on an ultrasound scan
(16:00:24) SxyCuteThang069: talking to grammy brb
(16:00:28) SxyCuteThang069: yup
(16:00:30) SxyCuteThang069: or holding it
(16:00:42) SxyCuteThang069: I'm young...I would deliver early
(16:00:50) SxyCuteThang069: plus I wuld be dick of it in me by then
(16:00:58) T7g: I've tried a lot of things in life, have done a lot of things
(16:01:08) T7g: Nothing makes me as happy as simply the idea of a future with you.
(16:01:28) T7g: I don't know why, it's just. Nothing else does it for me.
(16:04:24) SxyCuteThang069: I'm a lost person
(16:04:41) T7g: Lost in what way?
(16:05:30) SxyCuteThang069: Lost in...I don't know
(16:05:35) SxyCuteThang069: I jsut feel lost
(16:05:37) SxyCuteThang069: alone
(16:05:40) SxyCuteThang069: in a big world
(16:08:16) SxyCuteThang069: its scary
(16:08:41) T7g: I always did my best to offer you comfort..
(16:08:51) T7g: I always did and would do anything to protect you and take care of you.
(16:09:08) T7g: It's what I did..
(16:09:38) SxyCuteThang069: Its what you do....
(16:09:42) SxyCuteThang069: You still do and you know it
(16:09:52) SxyCuteThang069: YOu get upset at times
(16:09:52) T7g: Then all you have to do is come see me
(16:09:55) SxyCuteThang069: but you still do
(16:09:58) T7g: Just come see me =)
(16:10:08) T7g: Give me a chance to be a part of your life again
(16:10:14) T7g: and make it bright and happy, in a way only I can do =)
(16:10:37) T7g: I'm usually, happy, perky, Rocky these days ;p
(16:10:46) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(16:10:50) T7g: and I've done my best to un-stupeify myself ;p
(16:10:57) T7g: so I'm actually interesting to talk to as well ;)
(16:11:10) T7g: but
(16:11:24) SxyCuteThang069: Yes
(16:11:26) SxyCuteThang069: you are}

(16:11:30) SxyCuteThang069: I must say
(16:11:32) SxyCuteThang069: You realize
(16:11:55) SxyCuteThang069: Even when we fight(on the computer or on person) we always can jsut stop to say somethign else
(16:12:09) T7g: I know...
(16:12:10) SxyCuteThang069: like it does phase us at all
(16:12:18) T7g: because it doesn't=\
(16:12:27) T7g: because...
(16:12:30) T7g: What we have is real
(16:12:37) T7g: It's the most real thing I've seen or felt
(16:12:46) T7g: some people will never find what we have
(16:13:07) T7g: No matter what, we can't be mad at each other.
(16:13:37) T7g: There is just something between us that words and anger and the world can't break
(16:14:31) SxyCuteThang069: DNemeth333: You sound really sad. Are you ok?
(16:14:39) SxyCuteThang069: Psh...shes right
(16:14:42) SxyCuteThang069: how did she know
(16:14:49) T7g: Shes your grandma
(16:14:51) SxyCuteThang069: It's my grammy if you didn't know
(16:15:01) T7g: She knows you much in the way I know you
(16:15:08) T7g: She knows who the real Rianna is, and how to read her
(16:15:25) T7g: She's been in the bathroom with you, to bathe you when you were young
(16:15:32) T7g: and help you go to the bathroom, and such
(16:15:42) T7g: and she's been there when you go to sleep, just like I have
(16:15:45) SxyCuteThang069: DNemeth333: Hi sweety
jameskd5: How are you?

DNemeth333: hold on
jameskd5: Ok

DNemeth333: Ok, I'm here. Where have ya been?
DNemeth333: Are you at dads right now?
jameskd5: Yes
DNemeth333: Been to the beach yet?
jameskd5: With Emma and her family...quite a few times
jameskd5: Not with mom though :-(
DNemeth333: Mom said the baby is walking really good now. & has some shoes that help her a lot.
Did you see the puppy we got her?

jameskd5: I didn't see the puppy

jameskd5: But I've been here a few days...I might have
DNemeth333: You sound really sad. Are you ok?
(16:15:51) SxyCuteThang069: I don't get how she knew
(16:16:18) T7g: jameskd5: With Emma and her family...quite a few times
jameskd5: Not with mom though :-(
(16:16:24) T7g: Thats a very abstract thought collection
(16:16:38) T7g: That wasn't put together on the spot
(16:16:57) T7g: It was obviously something somewhere in your head.
(16:17:08) T7g: And you expressed regret for not going with your mom.
(16:17:18) T7g: and then well
(16:17:21) SxyCuteThang069: huh?
(16:17:22) T7g:
jameskd5: I didn't see the puppy

jameskd5: But I've been here a few days...I might have
(16:17:31) T7g: Rianna is usually bright and cheery about puppies
(16:17:41) SxyCuteThang069: No
(16:17:41) T7g: You just seem so apathetic in your last two messages about the puppy.
(16:18:03) SxyCuteThang069: Hmnm
(16:18:07) SxyCuteThang069: I didn't even know
(16:18:08) T7g: Onna's gonna have kittens
(16:18:13) SxyCuteThang069: I'm jsut talking
(16:18:14) SxyCuteThang069: WHEN
(16:18:17) SxyCuteThang069: I WANT ONE

(16:18:18) T7g: Dunno
(16:18:22) T7g: You can have one =)
(16:18:37) T7g: You can sit here and hang out with me and them everyday if you want =)
(16:18:42) SxyCuteThang069: How long has she been pregnant for?
(16:18:46) T7g: dunno
(16:18:51) T7g: shes just fat and has nipples now
(16:19:18) T7g: Definately pregnant though
(16:19:26) T7g: Unless she swallowed a squirrel or something.
(16:19:29) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:20:07) T7g: Not sure who the father is though
(16:20:18) T7g: and if they come out with Eric's head
(16:20:21) T7g: I'm gonna be pissed.
(16:21:17) T7g: So like, I need some more dimms for this computer so I can get Gentoo on it
(16:21:27) T7g: Then I need to get a caching nameserver up and running because this network needs it.
(16:22:02) T7g: haha lots of computers to play with though
(16:22:07) T7g: some are really cutesy too
(16:22:08) T7g: got two macs
(16:22:14) T7g: from a school so
(16:22:19) T7g: they have educational games and that such
(16:22:22) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:22:24) T7g: probably some student work too
(16:22:30) T7g: I haven't looked at it that deeply
(16:22:37) T7g: and I want to go back, because there is more stuff I need to get.
(16:22:58) T7g: I might get an old Apple IIe for the historical value
(16:23:03) T7g: and if they have number munchers there
(16:23:06) T7g: i'm gonna shit myself.
(16:23:06) SxyCuteThang069: :-P silly
(16:23:22) T7g: Or Oregon Trail
(16:23:25) T7g: They gotta have those
(16:23:31) T7g: Every school has those
(16:24:07) T7g: and the mac pcs play cds ;p
(16:24:15) T7g: my comps don't ;p I don't hook that up
(16:24:15) T7g: ever
(16:24:18) T7g: too lazy.
(16:24:22) T7g: but they're 1 piece units so ;p
(16:24:27) T7g: and then you have to see the new speakers
(16:24:30) T7g: oh do they bump
(16:24:42) T7g: and then
(16:24:46) T7g: I'm buying new clothes!
(16:24:48) T7g: and such ;p
(16:25:07) SxyCuteThang069: I liked that game in school
(16:25:10) SxyCuteThang069: Thats all I would do
(16:25:17) SxyCuteThang069: when I was done with school work
(16:25:21) SxyCuteThang069: was play that stupid game
(16:25:23) T7g: haha, I'll find a way to get one of those working here
(16:25:30) T7g: the macs worked fine ;p
(16:25:38) T7g: just gotta find ones that aren't busted to all hell
(16:25:44) T7g: Which is kinda difficult.
(16:25:58) T7g: My room is a lot of shit from abandoned buildings
(16:26:46) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(16:26:47) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(16:26:50) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go take a shower
(16:26:58) SxyCuteThang069: Cause sean doesn't roofing
(16:27:03) SxyCuteThang069: It looking like it might rain
(16:27:04) T7g: hm?
(16:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: so they should be about done
(16:27:10) SxyCuteThang069: I hope
(16:27:15) SxyCuteThang069: that means
(16:27:15) T7g: I hope so too =)
(16:27:15) SxyCuteThang069: I have the car
(16:27:22) SxyCuteThang069: but I gotta get dressed
(16:27:33) SxyCuteThang069: I ahve to go to Emmas to get clothes too
(16:27:35) T7g: Alright, well, I'll see you in a little bit then =)
(16:27:42) SxyCuteThang069: ok
(16:27:46) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(16:28:06) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(16:28:16) T7g: Welcome back ? ;p
(16:28:19) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.
(20:17:10) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(20:21:04) T7g: =)
(20:21:21) SxyCuteThang069: Had the car but only to get clothes :(
(20:21:34) T7g: =\
(20:21:40) T7g: =\\\\
(20:21:49) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(20:21:55) T7g: Can I come see you myself?
(20:22:14) T7g: I don't know where we'd go.. but..
(20:23:07) SxyCuteThang069: I have a few dollars...I dunno what to do
(20:23:10) SxyCuteThang069: Maybe later
(20:23:14) T7g: I have more than a few dollars
(20:23:19) T7g: I just had a quarter pound
(20:23:27) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(20:23:46) T7g: You know..
(20:24:10) T7g: I'm a venture capitalist these days? ;p
(20:25:01) T7g: Anyways
(20:25:10) T7g: Yeah, I wanted to take you out to Greektown tonight
(20:25:13) T7g: Like we always wanted to.
(20:25:20) SxyCuteThang069: Really?
(20:25:23) T7g: mmmhmm
(20:25:41) T7g: Thats why I'm so anxious for you to come over.
(20:25:46) T7g: I want to spend a happy, fun, night with you.
(20:25:58) T7g: Remind you that life can be fun=\ remind you of how much you used to love being with me?
(20:26:22) SxyCuteThang069: How would we get to greektown?
(20:26:36) T7g: hmm
(20:26:37) SxyCuteThang069: I MIGHT be able to use car
(20:26:42) T7g: If you can...
(20:26:49) T7g: I'd love to take you out for the night.
(20:26:55) T7g: We never got to have cute dates together..
(20:28:18) T7g: and I want to do something to remind you of how much we used to love spending time together=)
(20:28:29) T7g: And there is so much we had planned that we still have yet to do
(20:28:37) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(20:28:50) T7g: And if anything, it would mean a lot to me to be able to share those things with you.
(20:28:55) T7g: It would mean everything to me.
(20:29:17) T7g: Upto you though =)
(20:31:10) SxyCuteThang069: Of course I wanna
(20:31:15) SxyCuteThang069: but its up to my mommy
(20:31:17) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know
(20:31:19) SxyCuteThang069: She might
(20:31:25) T7g: Well, if not, I'll ask for the car ;p
(20:31:31) T7g: and if not, not...
(20:31:49) SxyCuteThang069: but then she has been stuck in the house not doing anythign forever and thats her favorite thing to do..i don't know if she is gonna let me use HER car to do it
(20:32:07) T7g: ....I would love to at least see you for a moment
(20:32:21) SxyCuteThang069: You ask for the car
(20:32:27) SxyCuteThang069: if they say no then I'll ask
(20:32:29) T7g: Alright ;p I'll try
(20:32:42) SxyCuteThang069: good luck
(20:32:43) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(20:34:20) T7g: So
(20:34:24) T7g: I put on the biggest smike
(20:34:26) T7g: smile*
(20:34:31) T7g: and cutest voice I have
(20:34:34) T7g: and..
(20:34:47) T7g: I'm an uninsured driver so there isn't any way she'd let me do it :/
(20:36:36) SxyCuteThang069: Hmm
(20:36:38) SxyCuteThang069: I can try
(20:36:42) SxyCuteThang069: but gimme a minute
(20:36:45) SxyCuteThang069: just talk for now
(20:37:01) T7g: okay
(20:37:06) T7g: So...
(20:37:25) T7g: I've come to find while cleaning bathrooms...
(20:37:33) T7g: That girls shred toilet paper
(20:37:37) SxyCuteThang069: Did you find the heart?
(20:37:40) T7g: No=\
(20:37:43) T7g: not yet
(20:37:46) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna cry
(20:37:50) T7g: but I cleaned my room better than it's ever been.
(20:37:51) SxyCuteThang069: Your never gonan find it
(20:37:56) T7g: No, I will =)
(20:38:07) T7g: I've just been working quite a bit
(20:38:15) T7g: You haven't been here to take care of me
(20:38:31) T7g: but I have looked, and I will find it
(20:38:36) SxyCuteThang069: I can't be there
(20:38:39) SxyCuteThang069: Remember
(20:38:41) T7g: My mom wants me to take the carpet out of this room anyways.
(20:38:47) SxyCuteThang069: the parent hate thing
(20:38:51) SxyCuteThang069: Good
(20:38:52) T7g: Oh stop it.
(20:38:54) SxyCuteThang069: It stinks
(20:39:01) T7g: They don't hate you.
(20:39:05) SxyCuteThang069: like mold
(20:39:06) T7g: None of this nonsense now.
(20:39:21) T7g: I have a headache
(20:39:25) T7g: That gives me more of a headache
(20:39:33) T7g: Because, if you realize it or not
(20:39:33) SxyCuteThang069: I"m sorry
(20:39:42) T7g: Everything you say has a direct emotional impact on me.
(20:39:59) T7g: They don't hate you
(20:40:13) T7g: And even if they did
(20:40:19) T7g: I wouldn't care
(20:40:25) T7g: No matter who did
(20:40:29) T7g: I wouldn't care
(20:40:54) T7g: you know why... ?
(20:40:55) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mom
(20:41:04) SxyCuteThang069: I'll call you or get back on the computer in a little bit
(20:41:10) T7g: Alright
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(00:09:52) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(00:10:16) SxyCuteThang069: Hey
(00:10:28) T7g: Hey =)
(00:10:50) SxyCuteThang069: Whatcha doin?
(00:10:57) T7g: Was just playin some Escape Velocity ;p
(00:11:05) T7g: Was trying to stay up to see if you were coming back
(00:11:18) T7g: What are you doing? :)
(00:11:28) SxyCuteThang069: Nothing
(00:11:34) SxyCuteThang069: Just got back from down the street
(00:11:47) SxyCuteThang069: My cousin's Kara's house
(00:11:57) T7g: cool
(00:12:01) SxyCuteThang069: talked to her for like that last 2-3 hours straight
(00:12:06) T7g: What about?
(00:12:22) SxyCuteThang069: Everything
(00:12:25) SxyCuteThang069: and anything
(00:12:28) SxyCuteThang069: guys
(00:12:29) SxyCuteThang069: sex
(00:12:30) SxyCuteThang069: girls
(00:12:33) SxyCuteThang069: music
(00:12:35) SxyCuteThang069: coffee
(00:12:38) T7g: =)
(00:12:46) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(00:13:00) T7g: Not to sound uninteresting
(00:13:08) T7g: But I've just been sitting here, waiting for you.
(00:13:43) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:14:05) T7g: =)
(00:14:12) T7g: You know....
(00:15:04) T7g: I really miss you.
(00:15:13) SxyCuteThang069: Oh yeah
(00:15:39) T7g: oh yeah.
(00:15:51) T7g: i'm a flyin` talkin` donkey.
(00:17:07) T7g: so yeah
(00:17:10) T7g: girls shred toilet paper
(00:17:11) SxyCuteThang069: lol
(00:17:13) T7g: I don't know why
(00:17:24) T7g: Do you know why?
(00:18:01) SxyCuteThang069: Cause we try to put it on the seats and it just does it by itself
(00:18:19) SxyCuteThang069: What about that job?
(00:18:23) SxyCuteThang069: Did you ever ask?
(00:18:24) T7g: I guess thats as good an explaination as any.
(00:18:33) T7g: They're cutting back at the moment, it's dead.
(00:18:39) T7g: But Nanette might get fired soon.
(00:18:41) T7g: Or quit.
(00:18:57) T7g: One of the two
(00:20:17) T7g: I keep dying in this game, bleh
(00:21:01) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(00:21:02) T7g: I had this cup of coffee earlier
(00:21:03) SxyCuteThang069: good
(00:21:04) T7g: It was so good
(00:21:05) SxyCuteThang069: more time to talk
(00:21:12) T7g: =) I'm trying to talk to you
(00:21:14) SxyCuteThang069: stop it :-(
(00:21:23) T7g: There are just so many things I have to say to you..
(00:21:25) SxyCuteThang069: I wanted coffee for so long
(00:21:27) T7g: That I'd rather say in person
(00:21:31) SxyCuteThang069: :-(
(00:21:32) T7g: Come over!
(00:21:34) T7g: Silly!
(00:21:41) T7g: I'll make you as much coffee as you want
(00:21:45) SxyCuteThang069: Sure I'll start walking now ?
(00:21:53) T7g: I'll meet you halfway?
(00:22:06) T7g: Or more =)
(00:22:09) SxyCuteThang069: Are you crazy?
(00:22:12) T7g: yep.
(00:22:16) SxyCuteThang069: I LIVE IN DETROIT
(00:22:18) T7g: about you.
(00:22:19) SxyCuteThang069: I AM YOUNG
(00:22:22) SxyCuteThang069: AND WHITE
(00:22:25) T7g: I will come to your house
(00:22:32) T7g: I am crazy, and rocky, and well
(00:22:38) T7g: I'll protect you no matter what, silly.
(00:22:47) T7g: ;p
(00:22:59) T7g: If not tonight, then at least put it on your to-do list.
(00:23:16) T7g: I have COFFEE ;p
(00:23:17) T7g: FOR YOU :D
(00:23:37) T7g: and I put a lot of time and effort into the room, hoping you'd come see it =)
(00:23:48) T7g: It's not as much a cave now ;p it's actually kinda enjoyable to be in
(00:24:19) T7g: and uh, just a bunch more I can't explain ;p
(00:24:40) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(00:24:48) SxyCuteThang069: I miss talking to you at night
(00:25:03) SxyCuteThang069: Remember when we would turn everything off...and just sit there and talk
(00:25:08) SxyCuteThang069: about anything and everythign
(00:25:16) SxyCuteThang069: no one else will do that with me
(00:25:17) T7g: =) I miss that more than anything.
(00:25:31) T7g: you don't realiz
(00:25:32) T7g: e
(00:25:37) T7g: I enjoy your company
(00:25:51) T7g: I enjoy just being with you, I don't have to be fucked up on any drug, or anything like that
(00:26:09) T7g: My only prerequisite for being happy with you, is to just be with you.
(00:26:25) SxyCuteThang069: I'm crying
(00:26:34) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know what to do
(00:26:43) SxyCuteThang069: You know Emma is fucking up her life?
(00:26:49) SxyCuteThang069: She is out getting fucked up again
(00:26:52) SxyCuteThang069: and you need me
(00:27:02) SxyCuteThang069: and everyone need me
(00:27:04) SxyCuteThang069: at once
(00:27:08) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know how to do it
(00:27:17) T7g: I don't know what to tell you.
(00:27:23) T7g: Other than I don't need you to drain you
(00:27:29) T7g: I need you to lift you up :)
(00:27:37) T7g: I'm not trying to drag you down into a world of problems.
(00:28:01) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(00:28:04) SxyCuteThang069: but you need me
(00:28:10) SxyCuteThang069: Emma needs help
(00:28:14) T7g: I need you because I love you.
(00:28:15) SxyCuteThang069: My family needs help
(00:28:21) SxyCuteThang069: They do too
(00:28:24) T7g: I know..
(00:28:25) SxyCuteThang069: I can't do it all
(00:28:28) SxyCuteThang069: I just can't
(00:28:32) SxyCuteThang069: I'm not that strong
(00:28:36) T7g: Well...
(00:28:37) SxyCuteThang069: I try my best
(00:28:41) T7g: Then I won't ask that of you....
(00:28:45) SxyCuteThang069: but i can't make everyeon happy
(00:28:52) SxyCuteThang069: I want to
(00:28:55) SxyCuteThang069: so bad do I want to
(00:29:00) T7g: Well, you don't have to do all that much to make me happy.
(00:29:07) SxyCuteThang069: Its not you
(00:29:11) SxyCuteThang069: It everythign else
(00:29:20) T7g: If I'm so important though...?
(00:29:24) SxyCuteThang069: If I don't talk to you for a few days your trippsing out
(00:29:36) SxyCuteThang069: just like everyone else
(00:29:36) T7g: Well, because I hear things about you still dating Emma
(00:29:43) T7g: and when you're not around to explain it
(00:29:46) T7g: It's just like before
(00:29:50) T7g: hell yeah I trip out
(00:29:51) SxyCuteThang069: Help me please :'(
(00:29:55) T7g: I'm trying
(00:30:04) T7g: I'm trying so hard, but you have to let me help.
(00:30:20) T7g: And all I want to do is make things better for you
(00:30:29) T7g: I believe that I can make you happy...
(00:31:36) T7g: and yeah, if you would visit every once in a while and if I wouldn't hear about the bouncing back and forth between Emma and I
(00:31:40) T7g: I would probably rarely trip out
(00:31:45) T7g: I understand you have things to do.
(00:31:55) T7g: I just want to see you some of the time, you know?
(00:32:07) T7g: Every once in a while just take a day to spend with you, and only you.
(00:32:18) T7g: To go somewhere together, to just sit and talk, to cuddle and watch movies.
(00:32:23) T7g: To go out to dinner
(00:32:35) T7g: You know, happy things, make memories together..
(00:32:41) T7g: Go to abandoned buildings together
(00:33:02) T7g: because it's never as lovely as it is when you're right there next to me and I'm holding your hand.
(00:33:09) T7g: And there is so much you haven't seen already.
(00:33:46) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I can't
(00:33:48) SxyCuteThang069: I just can't
(00:33:53) SxyCuteThang069: I can't do anything
(00:34:04) T7g: I work doubleshifts most days
(00:34:09) T7g: and I could still make time to see you.
(00:34:15) T7g: but whatever.
(00:34:22) T7g: I can't force you to do anything.
(00:34:47) T7g: I'm here...
(00:34:50) SxyCuteThang069: please stop
(00:34:53) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry
(00:34:56) T7g: I love you with all my heart...
(00:35:01) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I fucked everythign up
(00:35:08) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I can't be there for you
(00:35:12) T7g: You still have a chance
(00:35:17) SxyCuteThang069: I'm sorry I fuck everythig up
(00:35:31) T7g: It's alright, all you have to do is at least try.
(00:35:43) T7g: Try your best, think a little. I mean.
(00:35:53) T7g: I can understand your prioritization
(00:36:06) T7g: just at least try.
(00:36:14) T7g: I can't hold this side up forever on my own here.
(00:36:26) T7g: You don't realize how much it hurts sometimes.
(00:36:41) T7g: but even to this day
(00:36:51) T7g: I've still kept the lighthearted faith I've had for a long time now.
(00:37:04) T7g: I still believe, fully and completely that you are my only one.
(00:37:31) T7g: In spite of everything that has happened, I still love you with all my heart.
(00:38:29) T7g: I'm not trying to make you baby me or shower me with attention
(00:38:42) T7g: I just want you to let me show you what it's like to be happy on occasion.
(00:38:50) T7g: You'll just crack more and more if you submit yourself to this pressure.
(00:38:52) T7g: You know that right?
(00:38:59) T7g: You can't do it
(00:39:03) T7g: No matter how hard you want to.
(00:39:10) T7g: As to Emma?
(00:39:12) T7g: She has a sister
(00:39:16) T7g: Sisters
(00:39:17) T7g: Renae
(00:39:19) T7g: Parents
(00:39:29) SxyCuteThang069: WHO ARE ALL BAD FOR HER
(00:39:35) SxyCuteThang069: WHERE ARE THEY GETTING HER?
(00:39:43) T7g: You won't get her anywhere either
(00:39:45) SxyCuteThang069: She is getting fucked up right now
(00:39:45) T7g: You can't save her
(00:39:48) T7g: Yeah
(00:39:49) SxyCuteThang069: with her "sister"
(00:39:51) T7g: Thats how some people are.
(00:39:58) T7g: Thats how Emma has always been
(00:40:01) T7g: So don't act so surprised.
(00:40:02) SxyCuteThang069: No
(00:40:04) T7g: This isn't a new thing.
(00:40:06) SxyCuteThang069: Not when I was there
(00:40:12) SxyCuteThang069: It was slowed down alot
(00:40:15) T7g: Why do you have to save her?
(00:40:21) SxyCuteThang069: not every night
(00:40:25) T7g: You're going down with the ship?
(00:40:26) SxyCuteThang069: I don't know
(00:40:30) T7g: and i'm standing here waving my hand
(00:40:36) T7g: HEY RIANNA, HEY, YOU OVER THERE!
(00:40:47) T7g: HEY! I'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY, JUST JUMP OFF THE SINKING BOAT!
(00:40:58) T7g: I'll catch you...
(00:41:03) T7g: I always did.
(00:41:26) T7g: pretty damn good offer if you ask me ;p
(00:41:33) T7g: You know, noone ever offers me shit like this
(00:41:53) T7g: but bob's mom at work, this nice old lady makes the best fucking brownies on the face of this earth.
(00:42:09) T7g: Why save her?
(00:42:13) T7g: You can't save yourself
(00:42:15) T7g: You're asking me to save you
(00:42:18) T7g: How can you save her?
(00:42:24) T7g: I can't save both of you
(00:42:30) T7g: And well
(00:42:37) T7g: I'm in fucking love with you so.
(00:42:45) T7g: I'd rather pull you out of the water and into my arms, you know?
(00:43:30) T7g: hockeystick? hockeystick? who'ze got the hockey stick?
(00:43:35) T7g: =)
(00:43:40) T7g: Just give me a chance.
(00:44:09) T7g: How often do I fail? =)
(00:44:23) T7g: I mean, I do fail, but not too often.
(00:44:30) T7g: And I don't think I would fail at making you happy.
(00:44:46) T7g: I think I can do it better than anyone, because I know you better than most.
(00:45:32) T7g: Did I mention I'll make you happy? =)
(00:46:02) T7g: All for the price of just! a moment of your time
(00:46:18) SxyCuteThang069: =)
(00:46:23) T7g: All the coffee you can drink
(00:46:34) T7g: With bad-ass French Vanilla creamer..
(00:47:02) T7g: and I mean
(00:47:05) T7g: It's really bad-ass.
(00:47:36) T7g: but er yeah ;p enough of the infomercial
(00:48:00) T7g: Call 1-313-386-3148 for this special offer! Operators are standing by to take your heart!
(00:48:15) SxyCuteThang069: heh
(00:48:17) SxyCuteThang069: silly
(00:48:20) T7g: If you call in the next 20 minutes
(00:48:27) T7g: You'll get a free...
(00:48:34) T7g: Something!
(00:48:54) T7g: =)
(00:49:14) T7g: Well, I leave it to you.
(00:49:53) T7g: Think you could mebbe get a song?
(00:50:22) T7g: I really think I'd have better luck winning you over and getting you to smile profusely if you'd just hear one of these really cute emo songs I've been singing thinking of you lately.
(00:50:58) T7g: O:-)
(00:51:01) T7g: muwahahaha
(00:51:34) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go to Tim Hortens and get something really quick
(00:51:46) T7g: I'm just so tired...
Won't you sing me to sleep?
and fly through my dreams....
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight..

And get away from this place, have a new name and face.

It just ain't the same without you in my life.

Late night drives... All alone in my car.. I can't help but start... Singing lines from all our favorite songs...

and melodies in the air, singin' life just ain't fair...

Sometimes I still just can't believe you're gone.

And I'm sure the view from heaven...

Beats the hell out of mine here..

I hope that all is well in heaven....

Because it's all shot to hell down here...

Because I'm so....

Lost without you down here.

(00:51:53) T7g: Alright then.
(00:52:18) T7g: hey!
(00:52:24) T7g: How about you visit? =)
(00:52:37) T7g: I believe the closest Tim Horton's is on Southfield? ;p
(00:52:38) SxyCuteThang069: I'm gonna be with Sean
(00:52:45) T7g: Sean?
(00:53:06) T7g: Which?
(00:53:11) T7g: Just out of morbid curiosity
(00:53:19) T7g: It honestly doesn't matter what you answer.
(00:53:37) SxyCuteThang069: the only one WE know
(00:53:48) T7g: I'm not in a killing mood
(00:53:50) SxyCuteThang069: and who would be willing to take me somewhere at 1 AM
(00:53:53) T7g: that would be mcnamara?
(00:54:04) T7g: You know.. I really wanted to have coffee with you though..
(00:54:09) T7g: Thats kinda lame :/
(00:54:13) T7g: You make it a bit hard you know
(00:54:31) T7g: I just want to see you.
(00:54:33) T7g: and like
(00:54:34) T7g: wow
(00:54:39) T7g: I keep setting myself up for disappointment.
(00:54:57) T7g: Ohwell, I guess thats my fault.
(00:55:10) SxyCuteThang069: What are you talking about
(00:55:22) T7g: Alluding to the fact
(00:55:26) T7g: That as I was saying earlier
(00:55:38) T7g: If you'd just seem like you'd put the tiniest bit of effort into wanting to see me.
(00:55:48) T7g: I mean
(00:56:02) T7g: I'm not like, that uncool, or that butt-fugly or anything like that, I don't stink I don't think ;p
(00:56:35) T7g: ahem.
(00:56:39) T7g: I just want to see you.
(00:56:42) T7g: I miss you.
(00:56:45) T7g: bunches
(00:56:53) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(00:56:59) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go talk to my mommy
(00:57:02) SxyCuteThang069: I'll brb
(00:57:06) T7g: Okay.
(00:58:15) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:04:14) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(01:04:51) T7g: Anyways
(01:05:04) T7g: If I'm getting redundant or annoying with all of this, please notify me.
(01:05:46) T7g: Not here to bug you or demand your time.
(01:05:54) T7g: Just here to be with you, and make you happy.
(01:06:20) T7g: and it's your desicion if thats what you want in your life.
(01:09:23) SxyCuteThang069: I know
(01:09:25) SxyCuteThang069: smile
(01:09:26) SxyCuteThang069: :-)
(01:09:40) T7g: I'm trying sweetheart.. :)
(01:09:57) SxyCuteThang069: I am gonna go...lots-o-love
(01:10:07) T7g: Well
(01:10:09) T7g: Goodnight
(01:10:13) T7g: Sweet dreams..
(01:10:16) T7g: And Rianna?
(01:10:43) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:12:00) SxyCuteThang069 is no longer away.
(01:13:25) SxyCuteThang069 has gone away.
(01:13:55) T7g: ...
(01:13:59) SxyCuteThang069 : Getting coffee...

Then off to see Mark!

<3
(01:14:34) T7g: Nevermind.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:36 pm
omg no, I'm not bitter.

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-28 22:41:21 on T7g77 (aim)
(22:41:54) T7g: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/mp3/AutumnTravesty/Yellowcard%20-%20Ocean%20Avenue/06-yellowcard-only_once-fnt.mp3
(22:42:52) T7g: hahaha
(22:42:54) T7g: Okay
(22:42:55) T7g: Fuck you
(22:42:59) T7g: You're such a stupid cuntwhore
(22:43:00) SxyCuteThang069: What?
(22:43:03) T7g: I know exactly what you're doing.
(22:43:03) T7g: God
(22:43:04) SxyCuteThang069: Riight
(22:43:06) T7g: You're so pathetic
(22:43:10) T7g: You know
(22:43:11) SxyCuteThang069: That makes since
(22:43:16) SxyCuteThang069: You have no idea what I am doing
(22:43:19) T7g: Everyone but me used you as a cumdumpster
(22:43:28) T7g: but I guess thats all you were to me as well
(22:43:30) T7g: You made it that way.
(22:43:37) T7g: You fucked yourself over on all of this
(22:43:37) SxyCuteThang069: What are yo utalking about?
(22:43:48) SxyCuteThang069: What is it that you think I am doing?
(22:43:59) T7g: You're being your needy self
(22:44:07) T7g: You're going to attach yourself to whoever is coming over
(22:44:07) SxyCuteThang069: Needy?
(22:44:09) T7g: Emma abandoned you
(22:44:13) T7g: and I won't just take you back
(22:44:14) SxyCuteThang069: Who?
(22:44:18) T7g: so you take the next easiest route
(22:44:18) SxyCuteThang069: Christina?
(22:44:29) T7g: You know
(22:44:32) SxyCuteThang069: My best friend since 1st grade?
(22:44:34) T7g: It could be a guy or a girl
(22:44:36) SxyCuteThang069: What are yo utalking about
(22:44:37) T7g: It doesn't matter
(22:44:39) T7g: You hit on both
(22:44:46) SxyCuteThang069: Yup thats me
(22:44:49) T7g: yup thats you
(22:44:51) SxyCuteThang069: NOt taking this
(22:44:53) SxyCuteThang069: good bye
(22:44:53) T7g: Fuck you
(22:44:56) T7g: stupid whore
(22:45:01) T7g: cum dumpster
(22:45:03) T7g: for mike
(22:45:04) T7g: and jeramiah
(22:45:06) T7g: ha
(22:45:07) SxyCuteThang069 logged out.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:35 pm
You had better have the best apology in the history of love

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-28 21:38:51 on T7g77 (aim)
(21:38:51) SxyCuteThang069: Wanna go get coffee?
(21:38:58) SxyCuteThang069: I am guessing no
(21:39:04) SxyCuteThang069: but I just thought I would ask
(21:39:11) SxyCuteThang069: Cause I know"You and Emma talked"
(21:40:34) T7g: No, fuck you. You think I'm warming up to you that easy?
(21:40:48) SxyCuteThang069: Coffee is warm?
(21:40:48) T7g: You had better have the best apology in the history of love
(21:40:51) SxyCuteThang069: :(
(21:40:59) T7g: To even think about reconciling with me.
(21:41:02) SxyCuteThang069: Over Coffee?
(21:41:21) T7g: No, everytime you fight with Emma you come running to me.
(21:41:24) T7g: It's not going to be like that.
(21:41:30) SxyCuteThang069: yes?
(21:41:39) SxyCuteThang069: NoI told her it was over
(21:41:42) SxyCuteThang069: ask her yourself
(21:41:45) T7g: She told me
(21:41:50) SxyCuteThang069: ok then
(21:42:07) T7g: Look
(21:42:09) T7g: heh
(21:42:22) T7g: I gave you everything I had
(21:42:34) SxyCuteThang069: and I fucked it up I know
(21:42:44) T7g: you've told me this so many times now though
(21:42:50) T7g: How can I trust you now?
(21:42:57) T7g: Whats going to be so different about this time?
(21:43:06) T7g: I gave you my heart
(21:43:34) T7g: and I loved you with every bit of my soul
(22:39:03) SxyCuteThang069 logged in.
(22:40:10) T7g: So, honestly.
(22:40:14) T7g: Tell me how you would make it different.
(22:40:30) SxyCuteThang069: I am not gonna talk about this now
(22:40:33) SxyCuteThang069: Too much drama
(22:40:39) T7g: Alright.
(22:40:43) T7g: Whatever.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:34 pm
bitter? me?

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-27 17:41:49 on T7g77 (aim)
(17:41:49) SxyCuteThang069: ;/
(17:43:11) SxyCuteThang069: You're quite intersting I must say!
(17:49:07) T7g: Fuck off
(17:49:11) T7g: Don't talk to me anymore

Conversation with sxycutethang069 at 2004-07-27 17:49:19 on T7g77 (aim)
(17:49:19) SxyCuteThang069: Soory
(17:49:25) T7g: Yeah
(17:49:29) T7g: Take your trashy self elsewhere
(17:49:35) T7g: I don't need your shit
(17:49:46) T7g: I'll find someone more deserving, and appreciative, thanks.

Fri, Nov. 16th, 2007, 10:33 pm
Rianna drama?

Conversation with riannadieson at 2004-07-02 01:26:08 on T7g77 (aim)
(01:26:08) RiannaDieson: Hey
(01:26:13) T7g77: hey=)
(01:26:17) T7g77: but anyways
(01:26:20) T7g77: I miss you more than a ton
(01:26:26) T7g77: and if you didn't already know this
(01:26:38) T7g77: I need you and love you so much it hurts =)
(01:27:28) RiannaDieson: I still don't have a way to get there
(01:27:36) T7g77: Well yeah, that is a problem=\
(01:27:39) T7g77: sigh
(01:27:42) T7g77: I'm so tired
(01:27:43) T7g77: like
(01:27:47) T7g77: it feels like I have boobs
(01:27:54) T7g77: because the muscles in my chest are so sore
(01:27:57) RiannaDieson: How would you know what that feels like?
(01:27:59) T7g77: that when I walk down stairs
(01:28:03) T7g77: they bounce
(01:28:07) RiannaDieson: lmao
(01:28:07) T7g77: and they're so sore it hurts
(01:28:09) RiannaDieson: oh really
(01:28:11) T7g77: yeah
(01:28:12) T7g77: so I guess
(01:28:22) T7g77: it's kinda like what sore boobs would feel like
(01:28:31) T7g77: I was doing a lot of pushups this one day
(01:28:34) RiannaDieson: But how do you know is what im intersted in
(01:28:42) T7g77: and then I slept like an hour
(01:28:44) T7g77: I don't
(01:28:46) T7g77: I'm guessing
(01:28:52) T7g77: my chest
(01:28:57) T7g77: that area under my nipples
(01:29:00) T7g77: jiggles, and is sore
(01:29:04) T7g77: when I jump or walk down stairs
(01:29:09) T7g77: or move my arms too much :P
(01:29:16) RiannaDieson: lol
(01:29:17) T7g77: So, it's an educated guess? :-)
(01:29:18) RiannaDieson: ok
(01:29:22) RiannaDieson: Riight
(01:29:25) RiannaDieson: YOU HAVE NO IDEA
(01:29:26) RiannaDieson: lol
(01:29:28) T7g77: lol
(01:29:34) T7g77: well
(01:29:40) T7g77: I also never get chest massages either tho
(01:29:51) T7g77: that would probably make it easier :P
(01:30:07) T7g77: Either way, you need to come see me sometime soon=)
(01:30:18) T7g77: If not tonight, then tomorrow when I get off work =)
(01:30:43) RiannaDieson: I dunno
(01:30:45) RiannaDieson: I don't have a car
(01:30:47) RiannaDieson: :-(
(01:30:51) T7g77: Where are you at?
(01:30:57) RiannaDieson: Emma's
(01:31:00) T7g77: psh
(01:31:05) T7g77: I have rollerblades, you have a bike
(01:31:08) T7g77: I will walk there
(01:31:11) T7g77: and carry you if I have to
(01:31:40) T7g77: O:-)
(01:31:47) T7g77: :D
(01:32:11) T7g77: or uh, heh I can have joe pick you up
(01:32:15) T7g77: and when he leaves
(01:32:19) T7g77: hes giving me his car keys ;P
(01:32:33) T7g77: if hes not using that thing then I am
(01:32:40) T7g77: if my car isn't fixed by then
(01:32:46) T7g77: nate said he'd help fix my car
(01:33:33) T7g77: heh
(01:33:38) T7g77: I have this big bag of really good pot
(01:34:46) T7g77: *yawn*
(01:35:09) T7g77: I didn't like the sleeping pill thing, so I just sleep less now and tire myself out to get sleep.
(01:35:19) T7g77: with like work
(01:35:24) T7g77: and all that fun stuff
(01:35:29) T7g77: haha, and broderick stairways
(01:35:38) T7g77: oh god, I've went up that fucking stairway so many times already
(01:35:41) T7g77: you have no idea.
(01:35:58) RiannaDieson: I almost died on the way up
(01:36:25) RiannaDieson: The roof gives me a head ache
(01:36:35) T7g77: haha, know that antenna in the middle?
(01:36:52) T7g77: Of the roof?
(01:37:02) RiannaDieson: uh huh
(01:37:07) T7g77: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/gallery/David%20Broderick%20Tower%20Jims%20Pictures/fools.jpg
(01:37:53) RiannaDieson: Who is that?
(01:37:57) T7g77: Ricky
(01:38:00) RiannaDieson: ???
(01:38:06) T7g77: Childhood friend of Kate's
(01:38:19) T7g77: Jim
(01:38:22) T7g77: 's girlfriend
(01:38:27) T7g77: works at the stick
(01:38:51) T7g77: has ghostbusters tatoos
(01:39:00) T7g77: he found 10$ on the stairs at the broderick
(01:39:02) T7g77: lucky bastard.
(01:39:04) RiannaDieson: lol
(01:39:40) RiannaDieson: Say something
(01:39:52) T7g77: I love you with all my heart, my angel=)
(01:39:57) RiannaDieson: O:-)
(01:40:24) RiannaDieson: Where have you been the past few days?
(01:40:33) RiannaDieson: I have been trying to get ahold of you
(01:40:35) RiannaDieson: for like ever
(01:40:36) T7g77: just watching movies with joe and working
(01:40:39) T7g77: with work
(01:40:42) T7g77: the double shift thing
(01:40:48) T7g77: because I'm training
(01:40:51) T7g77: I work when Joe does
(01:41:04) T7g77: So we get off at 4, eat our lunch there
(01:41:09) T7g77: (It's free, and damn good)
(01:41:14) T7g77: get to his house around 4:45
(01:41:20) T7g77: and we have to be back at like 7:15
(01:41:26) T7g77: to sweep/mop the floors
(01:41:34) T7g77: cleanest fucking restaurant I've ever been in.
(01:41:43) T7g77: The grill looks like new before close every night
(01:41:50) RiannaDieson: lol..Its in Wyndotte...what else would you expect?
(01:42:02) T7g77: yeah
(01:42:10) T7g77: All the downtown buisnesses order food to be delivered all thet ime.
(01:42:12) T7g77: time*
(01:42:19) RiannaDieson: I never ate there before..Is it good?
(01:42:24) T7g77: I deliver to this place called "The Boston Tea Room" a lot
(01:42:28) T7g77: They're like a psychic place
(01:42:33) RiannaDieson: Heh
(01:42:35) T7g77: they have a lot of neat stuff
(01:42:38) T7g77: I was in there today
(01:42:40) T7g77: thinking about you
(01:42:45) T7g77: they have some really awesome beads
(01:42:50) T7g77: I was thinking about getting you some
(01:42:57) T7g77: and yes, the food is great
(01:43:01) T7g77: I do all the prep work
(01:43:06) T7g77: they do a damn good job making their food
(01:43:12) T7g77: and it's all really fucking good.
(01:44:22) RiannaDieson: What kinda food is it?
(01:44:32) T7g77: Like, kitchen food
(01:44:35) T7g77: Breakfasts
(01:44:39) T7g77: Omelettes
(01:44:50) T7g77: Hamburgers
(01:44:52) T7g77: Sandwiches
(01:44:53) T7g77: Soups
(01:44:57) T7g77: (Homemade soups)
(01:44:59) T7g77: Salads
(01:44:59) RiannaDieson: I am so hungry now...lol
(01:45:11) T7g77: A lot of work goes into the prep
(01:45:17) T7g77: and we have very high standards
(01:45:22) T7g77: a lot of shit gets discarded
(01:45:28) T7g77: it's just like you would make food at home
(01:45:34) RiannaDieson: lol
(01:45:36) T7g77: we don't feed people anything we wouldn't eat.
(01:46:47) T7g77: heh, and we can take cigarette breaks anytime we feel like it
(01:46:55) T7g77: and the pop is always cold and always free
(01:47:04) T7g77: and
(01:47:07) T7g77: the bathrooms
(01:47:08) RiannaDieson: Sounds like you like it
(01:47:09) T7g77: very clean
(01:47:18) T7g77: very, very clean
(01:47:20) RiannaDieson: I know the bathrooms are VERY clean
(01:47:22) T7g77: and they smell really nice.
(01:47:24) T7g77: yeah
(01:47:30) T7g77: I mop the floors in the bathroom every night
(01:47:32) T7g77: I clean it
(01:47:33) T7g77: heh
(01:47:47) RiannaDieson: remember when we picked joe up and I had to go to the bathroom so I went there
(01:48:45) T7g77: yeah, that was before I even had been inside.
(01:49:19) RiannaDieson: What are you doing tmm
(01:49:22) T7g77: (01:41:52) LuCkYnOmE7: Thanks Rocky
(01:41:57) T7g77: hm?
(01:42:21) LuCkYnOmE7: Rianna.....need I say more?
(01:43:09) LuCkYnOmE7: yeah thanks
(01:43:26) T7g77: I know.. I apologize.
(01:43:43) T7g77: Not that it'll make you feel any better.
(01:44:18) LuCkYnOmE7: Yeah well I reallay dont like being bitched ata by someone I dont even fucking know
(01:44:21) T7g77: One thing about Rianna and I, no matter how much we fight and argue, at the end of the day we always loved each other.
(01:45:08) LuCkYnOmE7: Yeah I know how that goes
(01:45:47) T7g77: and no matter how mad I get at her
(01:45:53) T7g77: When she says she loves me
(01:46:02) T7g77: I believe her, because I know she does, we've been through a lot
(01:46:05) T7g77: When I slit my wrist
(01:46:12) T7g77: She laid with me in the hospital bed all day
(01:46:15) T7g77: and held me.
(01:47:33) LuCkYnOmE7: Yeah but for someone to put you through that much pain I personalay dont think they aarae all worth it
(01:47:55) T7g77: I know, but you can never say you love someone with all your heart
(01:47:58) T7g77: and then abandon them
(01:48:03) T7g77: You have to accept that everyone makes mistakes
(01:48:18) T7g77: and as long as what you had is still there, you can't turn your back on that, you may never find something that special ever again.
(01:48:29) T7g77: Love is being able to live with someone for the rest of your life.
(01:49:26) T7g77: Working, and hopefully seeing you
(01:49:34) T7g77: And in the above conversation, I meant every word.
(01:49:37) T7g77: About you
(01:49:42) T7g77: Thats how I feel, and I won't hide it from anyone
(01:49:51) T7g77: I'm sorry if I ever get too clingy for you
(01:50:00) T7g77: but I am truely in love with you....
(01:50:10) T7g77: and you have my heart, you're my angel.
(01:50:29) T7g77: and I need you too, I can't live without you.
(01:51:29) T7g77: I'm being completely honest with you, and completely honest with Lynn, because I know thats all you want out of me, honesty.
(01:51:38) T7g77: and I'm trying my hardest.
(01:52:30) RiannaDieson: =)
(01:52:51) T7g77: you're my sunshine, my only sunshine =)
(01:53:38) T7g77: you make me happy, when skies are grey =)
(01:53:43) RiannaDieson: I dunno what I am gonna do tmm...I know there are Wyndotte firework...Ash want me to go to them and roll(broke as hell) But Emma want to take AMT and go to the fireworks with her parents. at the metropark...and my mom wants to see me and I must se you
(01:54:03) T7g77: Well, I might be in Wyandotte later that night to do the floors
(01:54:04) T7g77: I can skip out
(01:54:12) T7g77: Doing floors is like 7:30-9
(01:54:16) T7g77: Store closes at 8
(01:54:23) T7g77: Closing duties are done by 9
(01:54:29) T7g77: everyone gets their shit done and gets it done quick
(01:54:36) T7g77: and when Joe and I both go in, stuff gets done fast, so.
(01:54:47) RiannaDieson: oh and
(01:54:54) RiannaDieson: I am going to the Broderick at 12
(01:54:56) RiannaDieson: grr
(01:55:00) RiannaDieson: too much for one day
(01:55:13) T7g77: doing things makes the day pass quicker
(01:55:14) T7g77: and saner
(01:55:28) T7g77: I'll be borrowing some good dvds from joe soon
(01:55:40) T7g77: So if you want to sit at home every once in a while and watch movies together=)
(01:57:11) T7g77: (01:49:34) LuCkYnOmE7: I know that....and right now I reaally know what you are talkaing about because I am going through the same shit right now
(01:49:59) LuCkYnOmE7: I would really like to know what ll did you tell rainn about me?
(01:50:46) T7g77: Nothing really
(01:51:00) T7g77: I told her that I kissed you, and that we stayed together in the Broderick that day
(01:51:11) T7g77: and I told her I admired you because you liked me for who I was, with what little I had.
(01:51:27) LuCkYnOmE7: Ok
(01:55:32) LuCkYnOmE7: All I have to say is I dont think I will ever hang out with you again..........
(01:55:54) T7g77: I didn't really expect you to=\
(01:56:04) T7g77: and I do apologize Lynn
(01:56:07) T7g77: I know I hurt your feelings
(01:56:11) T7g77: and I'm just being honest with you
(01:56:18) T7g77: I am in love with her, terribly in love with her.
(01:56:23) T7g77: She holds my heart.
(01:58:05) T7g77: (01:57:56) T7g77: Every song I've sang has always been for her...
(01:58:56) RiannaDieson: =)
(01:59:25) T7g77: and it has =)
(01:59:42) T7g77: Today at work I was singing to you =)
(01:59:56) RiannaDieson: What were you singing?
(02:00:39) T7g77: "Where you will hold me in your arms, and kiss me softly, as you stroke my cheek and say... "Oh my angel, you hold my heart, I've been dreaming of you, like you have me. Can you touch my skin and lay your kisses on my cheek? and to Manhattan sweep me away?"
(02:00:54) RiannaDieson: Wiat
(02:00:57) RiannaDieson: Wait*?
(02:00:59) RiannaDieson: question
(02:01:07) T7g77: Yes?
(02:01:09) RiannaDieson: What was that away msg about the other day?
(02:01:17) T7g77: Which?
(02:01:24) RiannaDieson: the one about you being pissed
(02:01:36) T7g77: Oh, I just write silly little away messages for entertainment
(02:01:44) T7g77: I mean, you saw how it was worded :P
(02:01:54) T7g77: Definately one of those educated, Rocky, type front things =)
(02:01:58) RiannaDieson: ll
(02:02:00) RiannaDieson: lol
(02:02:03) RiannaDieson: I was like wtf
(02:02:05) T7g77: lol
(02:02:07) RiannaDieson: I asked everbody
(02:02:09) T7g77: I thought it was funny
(02:02:13) RiannaDieson: I didn't lol
(02:02:25) RiannaDieson: It has been nugging me forever
(02:02:28) T7g77: I wouldn't hide bodies
(02:02:28) RiannaDieson: bugging*
(02:02:32) T7g77: I would dispose of them :P
(02:02:36) T7g77: Hiding them is leaving behind evidence.
(02:02:44) T7g77: I mean, come on ;)
(02:02:45) RiannaDieson: DId you hear about the mirror at the broderick?
(02:02:49) T7g77: You know I'm smarter that that.
(02:02:49) RiannaDieson: lol
(02:02:56) T7g77: No? What'd Sean break one?
(02:02:59) T7g77: I had a feeling he might've
(02:03:02) T7g77: and I told him
(02:03:09) T7g77: if he fucked up the Broderick like he did Lee Plaza
(02:03:14) T7g77: that I would be out for his blood.
(02:03:22) RiannaDieson: lol
(02:03:22) T7g77: because I'm really nice to him
(02:03:28) T7g77: He couldn't get into these places without me.
(02:03:30) T7g77: You kidding?
(02:03:32) T7g77: Hes dumb :P
(02:03:36) T7g77: I had to beg him to go the first time
(02:03:42) T7g77: he was puking up his blizzard on the second floor
(02:03:50) T7g77: Of the Madison
(02:03:53) RiannaDieson: yum
(02:03:56) T7g77: yeah
(02:04:00) T7g77: I forget what kind
(02:04:02) T7g77: I had mint oreo
(02:04:06) T7g77: and kept it in my stomach
(02:04:26) RiannaDieson: PLEASE
(02:04:29) RiannaDieson: icky
(02:04:33) RiannaDieson: baby
(02:05:06) T7g77: er?
(02:05:15) RiannaDieson: I thought she was grounded forever?
(02:05:16) T7g77: You don't like Mint Oreo?
(02:05:20) T7g77: I dunno
(02:05:25) RiannaDieson: no..I don't like throwing up
(02:05:31) T7g77: (01:55:32) LuCkYnOmE7: All I have to say is I dont think I will ever hang out with you again..........
(02:05:37) T7g77: I didn't throw up :P
(02:05:37) RiannaDieson: I know
(02:05:38) T7g77: Sean did
(02:05:40) T7g77: I don't throw up
(02:05:43) RiannaDieson: I heard it from both of you
(02:05:48) T7g77: That night with the Bacardi
(02:05:50) T7g77: pint
(02:05:53) T7g77: I kept it all in
(02:06:05) T7g77: I've actually been eating and been pretty healthy =)
(02:06:09) RiannaDieson: LuCkYnOmE7: well if it makes you feel any better i told him that I would not hang out with him anymore
RiannaDieson: I know
RiannaDieson: but thats fin
RiannaDieson: e
RiannaDieson: I trust him
RiannaDieson: more than anything
RiannaDieson: You could see him everyday if you wanted to
(02:06:29) T7g77: and I work out ;P
(02:06:34) T7g77: On the nights I can't sleep
(02:06:36) T7g77: Just drink coffee
(02:06:40) RiannaDieson: not good
(02:06:42) T7g77: Do pushups, read the news
(02:06:44) RiannaDieson: You should sleep
(02:06:52) T7g77: I've been trying to
(02:06:54) RiannaDieson: and forget the coffee
(02:06:57) T7g77: Alright
(02:07:00) T7g77: I will
(02:07:03) RiannaDieson: Its not good to do that shit
(02:07:04) T7g77: It makes my stomach hurt most times anyways.
(02:07:11) RiannaDieson: YOur body NEEDS sleep
(02:07:14) T7g77: I know
(02:07:22) T7g77: and I do my best to take care of myself now
(02:07:25) T7g77: and my responsibilities.
(02:07:49) T7g77: I even drink water and milk
(02:07:53) T7g77: and other such healthy stuff :P
(02:08:08) RiannaDieson: LuCkYnOmE7: You know you are nicer then everone said you were
(02:08:12) RiannaDieson: heh..how nice
(02:08:13) RiannaDieson: lol
(02:08:19) T7g77: heh
(02:08:24) T7g77: Sean had a bit to say
(02:08:28) RiannaDieson: I'm sure
(02:08:30) RiannaDieson: Such as?
(02:08:47) T7g77: same shit he always says when he can get away with it
(02:08:50) T7g77: random stupid sean shit
(02:08:57) RiannaDieson: Funny cause he didn't say anything to me..took me to the broderick, and the moveis the next day
(02:09:10) T7g77: You trust me more than anything?
(02:09:21) T7g77: I said some things too, I won't deny that
(02:09:24) T7g77: I've done my share of bitching
(02:09:33) T7g77: and at the time, I had reason to, I was hurt, but I wasn't evil about it.
(02:09:50) T7g77: and it was never a focal point of conversation
(02:10:00) RiannaDieson: What did you say
(02:10:07) T7g77: I can't even remember
(02:10:10) RiannaDieson: honestl
(02:10:12) RiannaDieson: y
(02:10:14) T7g77: Honestly
(02:10:15) T7g77: I don't
(02:10:16) RiannaDieson: Pleae
(02:10:19) RiannaDieson: I really wanna know
(02:10:27) T7g77: It was my birthday
(02:10:33) RiannaDieson: I know
(02:10:39) T7g77: and I was drinking, and so was everyone else
(02:10:39) RiannaDieson: I jsut wanna know what you said
(02:10:43) T7g77: I don't even remember that night
(02:10:49) T7g77: I probably mentioned a bit about the situation
(02:10:56) T7g77: and me being abandoned
(02:11:03) T7g77: but I honestly don't know
(02:11:06) T7g77: and I'm not lying to you
(02:11:21) T7g77: I have no reason to lie
(02:11:31) T7g77: I mean
(02:12:22) T7g77: I know I love you more than anything else, and even if I could remember anything specific I'd tell you, because I know we're meant to be and if I could remember anything you wouldn't think any less of me for it.
(02:12:26) T7g77: It's already done and over with.
(02:12:41) T7g77: but honestly
(02:12:48) T7g77: I can't remember most of Friday night
(02:12:58) RiannaDieson: Thats not very promising
(02:13:00) T7g77: When I drink liquor when I was taking the prozac, it's a lot like xanax
(02:13:08) T7g77: you can still remember
(02:13:14) T7g77: like a linear timeline of everything
(02:13:17) T7g77: but you can't remember details
(02:13:28) T7g77: like what anyone said
(02:13:44) T7g77: because it was all just stupid shit
(02:13:49) T7g77: I mean, you saw what was written on the walls.
(02:13:59) T7g77: the 100boob/eye mural
(02:14:06) T7g77: "Don't read this, or this"
(02:14:14) T7g77: "<- My Bush"
(02:14:38) T7g77: I remember those because I was there the day after and I have pictures of em :P
(02:14:45) T7g77: So it was hard to forget about that.
(02:15:39) RiannaDieson: and I was on the 15th floor
(02:15:43) RiannaDieson: Read the walls there
(02:15:45) RiannaDieson: Justin
(02:15:47) T7g77: yea
(02:15:50) T7g77: Dunno who he was
(02:15:53) T7g77: Very poetic
(02:15:59) T7g77: I like how he did it in copier toner, heh
(02:16:07) RiannaDieson: lol
(02:16:13) RiannaDieson: Grr
(02:16:17) T7g77: I wonder where all the alcohol boxes are from
(02:16:23) RiannaDieson: I am trying so hard to be nice to her
(02:16:25) RiannaDieson: Really
(02:16:26) T7g77: if they were really full of alcohol
(02:16:29) T7g77: you don't have to be
(02:16:35) T7g77: I love you with all my heart
(02:16:40) T7g77: Nothing can change that...
(02:16:44) T7g77: You've seen this.
(02:16:49) RiannaDieson: I saw your munchies you had there
(02:16:51) T7g77: Proven over and over.
(02:17:11) T7g77: Time after time, if you fall I will catch you, because I just love you so much =)
(02:17:19) T7g77: yeah, heh
(02:17:25) T7g77: abandoned buildings make you not hungry
(02:17:33) T7g77: I went back the next day and passed out some cookies and had some mustard pretzels
(02:17:37) T7g77: with jim and k8
(02:17:43) T7g77: and I met the surval crackas there that day
(02:17:47) T7g77: and I offered them some too
(02:17:55) T7g77: they were in there while we were
(02:18:05) T7g77: I was in the penthouse eating and sitting while Jim/K8/Ricky explored the floors
(02:18:08) T7g77: because I was tired as all hell :P
(02:18:09) RiannaDieson: Sean ate the rest of the cookies when we went lol
(02:18:12) T7g77: haha
(02:18:16) T7g77: Well, at least I closed up the package last time
(02:18:20) T7g77: they were good when I did that.
(02:18:24) T7g77: and the chips had never been opened.
(02:18:25) RiannaDieson: he ate the ones on the table too
(02:18:28) T7g77: uh
(02:18:29) RiannaDieson: Emma ate those
(02:18:31) T7g77: ...
(02:18:36) T7g77: the ones on the table?
(02:18:39) T7g77: oh geez
(02:18:42) T7g77: thats a bit much
(02:18:49) RiannaDieson: Sean ate the cookies Emma ate the chips
(02:18:52) T7g77: he must've been really hungry
(02:18:58) T7g77: if he ate the ones outside of the package.
(02:19:08) RiannaDieson: Then why didn't he just eat the chips
(02:19:15) T7g77: I have no fucking clue
(02:19:16) T7g77: but
(02:19:21) T7g77: Sean is definately one person
(02:19:24) T7g77: I wouldn't kiss for money
(02:19:38) T7g77: I mean
(02:19:39) T7g77: well
(02:19:43) T7g77: well fuck
(02:19:46) T7g77: they had been sitting out for days
(02:19:48) T7g77: in the open air
(02:19:51) T7g77: fuck :P
(02:20:11) T7g77: never been that hungry ;p
(02:20:56) RiannaDieson: LuCkYnOmE7: I guess he dident show you this part... T7g77: I'm just in love with her.
T7g77: and I have faith that it's the most true thing I have in my life.
LuCkYnOmE7: yeah
LuCkYnOmE7: If you love here there is nothing you can reaally do but to be with her
(02:22:00) T7g77: yeah I didn't copy/paste that to you ;p
(02:22:11) T7g77: but I meant it when I said it to her
(02:22:18) T7g77: I just didn't want to smother you in attention or anything
(02:23:08) T7g77: Did you ever see my flower pictures? =)
(02:23:15) RiannaDieson: I dunno
(02:23:21) T7g77: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/phpquickgallery/photo.php?gallery=Flowers%20in%20the%20backyard/&file=dsc01424.jpg
(02:23:21) RiannaDieson: Let me see, baby
(02:23:44) T7g77: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/phpquickgallery/photo.php?gallery=Flowers%20in%20the%20backyard/&file=dsc01443.jpg
(02:23:48) T7g77: Lemme know if they don't show up
(02:23:53) T7g77: Some people have problems with the gallery.
(02:23:54) RiannaDieson: Yeah I saw those
(02:24:07) T7g77: =)
(02:24:21) RiannaDieson: *yawn*
(02:24:24) RiannaDieson: I am sleepy
(02:24:30) T7g77: Me too
(02:24:36) T7g77: sore too
(02:24:41) RiannaDieson: Go to bed silly...YOu have to get up in the morning
(02:24:54) T7g77: you know how much I missed talking to you?
(02:25:00) T7g77: Just sitting here and talking to you about life
(02:25:04) T7g77: I missed it so much
(02:25:09) RiannaDieson: Guess what...you should be proud
(02:25:16) T7g77: you're really my best friend you know.
(02:25:19) T7g77: hm?
(02:25:22) T7g77: Proud?
(02:25:25) RiannaDieson: me AND ash are the ONLY ones who DIDN'T drink tonight
(02:25:33) T7g77: I've always been proud of you=)
(02:25:35) RiannaDieson: Yay for us
(02:25:36) T7g77: No matter what
(02:25:40) T7g77: in my heart
(02:25:47) T7g77: I've always smiled upon you
(02:25:59) T7g77: I may not have led on to it.
(02:26:11) T7g77: but you can't always hear good things.
(02:26:33) RiannaDieson: I am thinking its bedtime
(02:26:39) T7g77: Well
(02:26:41) T7g77: hah!
(02:26:47) T7g77: I refuse to go to sleep unless I know you are too
(02:26:52) RiannaDieson: I am
(02:26:54) T7g77: because
(02:27:11) T7g77: If I can't have my arm around you snuggled up close to you
(02:27:20) T7g77: then I at least want you in my dreams.
(02:27:24) RiannaDieson: but you go first...cause I wanna KNOW that you are sleeping and not sitting up on the computer talking to random ppl
(02:27:45) T7g77: Alright=)
(02:27:48) T7g77: You want me to sign off AIM?
(02:27:50) T7g77: Or stay on?
(02:27:53) T7g77: So you can see the idle?
(02:28:00) RiannaDieson: Uh...DOesn't matter to me
(02:28:07) T7g77: Whichever you prefer =)
(02:28:13) RiannaDieson: I am signing off but you can just be idle
(02:28:28) RiannaDieson: I am gonna go...love you good night sweet dreams
(02:28:31) T7g77: http://theendoftime.no-ip.org:7777/pictures/phpquickgallery/photo.php?gallery=Lincoln%20Park%20Randomness/&file=dsc01598.jpg
(02:28:34) T7g77: Alright
(02:28:39) T7g77: I love you, more.
(02:28:43) T7g77: With all my heart and soul
(02:28:52) T7g77: Goodnight dear, sweet dreams.
(02:28:57) RiannaDieson: :-D :-*
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